change the clubs look so now’s your chance to spread your wings so to speak.
I looked at Vander then back at Diz, give us a few days to think about it okay? I’ve got some personal issues to deal with first before I take on this one. If my woman is down with it after I tell her about it then I’m in, if she’s not then I out because I won’t risk losing the woman I love over a club. Can you feel me on that bro?
I totally understand Axle. Handle your business and holler at me once you make up your mind. Diz looked at Vander and asked, “Do you feel the same the way your boy does?
Hell yea, Vander said, nodded his head. I won’t risk my girl kicking my ass for buying a club without her knowing about it. It’s bad enough that we haven’t told either one of them about what we do here so yea, we need some time to think about it.
All right then get at me once you’ve talked with your women Diz snickered I would hate for the both of you to become the subs in this situation although it would be funny as hell to see both women kick ya asses.
Vander and I both gave Diz the finger then stood up and left. Damn what a fucking day and it still wasn’t over because now I had to go grovel to my pissed off woman and beg her to come back home. Fuck, just one more day until I could make her mine! He sent up a silent prayer asking the lord to have mercy on him.
Chapter Six
*Sullen*
I was mentally tired and all I wanted to do was take a long hot bath and lay down when I arrived at the hotel. I wasn’t stupid I knew Jaxsin had a tracker on my car and he would be able to find me but I had teach him a lesson and if leaving would get his attention then so be it. This would be my last ditch effort to getting my man back.
I pulled up at the hotel, grabbed my bags and went to check in. I opened the door to the room and a sense of peace washed over me. It would be the first time in a year that I would go to bed and not have to worry about what time Jaxsin was coming in. I unpacked my bags and put everything in its place. I went into the bathroom turned on the shower shed my clothes and stepped in. I let the hot water run down my face and hair and it felt so damn good. I thought about Jaxsin and everything that he had said. Each word was pain to my heart. Tears started to stream down my face and I wondered if my parents were still alive what they would think if they saw me like this? I leaned against the shower wall and wrapped my arms around myself; I had loved Jaxsin for so long, even saved myself for him, I hadn’t wanted anyone else. I closed my eyes and thoughts of Jaxsin making love to Kyla ran through my mind. I turned and beat my fist against the shower wall and yelled out “Damn you Jaxsin, Damn you!” Taking a deep breath, I finished my shower dried off, slipped into a white plush robe, sat by the window, and stared out of it trying to figure out what in the hell did I do to deserve what was happening to me. Shaking my head I picked up the phone and called my best friend Arden to let her know what was going on. Arden’s boyfriend Evander and Jaxsin had been best friends since high school and so had Arden and I. Evander and Arden were having problems as well and Arden had put him out of their house. It seemed to be an epidemic of that going on. Arden’s cell phone rang a few times before she answered with a groggy sounding voice.
Hey, Arden said, “I thought you were sleeping in this morning?”
I was but Jaxsin and I had some words this morning along with me catching him and Kyla at his office about to get it on. I packed my shit and left. I’m at a hotel for now.
What Arden said, jerking upright and throwing the covers back. Did you kick their asses…Please tell me you RKO’ed that bitch and dropped kicked Jax in his fucking face because that’s exactly what I would have done if that was Vander’s Ass! Why did you leave that big ass house Sullen and why the hell are you at a