on one of his rambling reminiscences, but Gaius collected himself and announced briskly, âBut youâve heard all that before. Now, some wine. Thereâs still an amphora or two of Falernian in store.â He paused and seemed to notice Clothilde for the first time, then shot Titus a quizzical glance which held a hint of disapproval. âYour companion . . . ?â He left the question hanging in the air, his breeding preventing him from putting into words what he obviously wondered: was she his sonâs personal slave, or perhaps a concubine? (To Gaius she had to be one or the other; no alternative relationship was conceivable between a Roman and a German. And Clothilde, from her dress and colouring, was clearly of Teutonic origin.)
Titus took Clothildeâs hand. âFather, this is Clothilde, from a noble Burgundian family. We hope that you will give us your consent and blessing for our marriage.â
Gaiusâ face paled and he stared at his son in shocked disbelief.âBut . . . you canât,â he faltered. âSheâs German. Itâs against the law.â
âStrictly speaking, thatâs true,â Titus conceded. âBut you know as well as I do there are ways round it if you can pull the right strings. After all, Honorius himself was married to the daughter of Stilicho, who was a Vandal. If you were to put in a good word for us with the bishop, Iâm sure the provincial governor wouldââ
âNever!â interrupted Gaius, a red spot burning on each cheek. âA son of mine marry a German? Unthinkable. It would bring eternal shame on the house of the Rufini.â
This was all going horribly wrong â beyond Titusâ worst imaginings. âIâm sorry,â he mumbled wretchedly to Clothilde, signing urgently to the hovering slave to show her out, until the storm should have passed.
âThat was uncalled for, Father,â Titus said accusingly, once they were alone. âClothildeâs a fine girl. You couldnât ask for a better daughter-in-law. Just because sheâs German . . .â He stumbled to a halt, anger making him incoherent.
âGermans are the enemy of Rome,â declared Gaius, a steely edge creeping into his voice. âThey are the cancer that is eating at the empire. We must drive them out or they will destroy us.â He paused, and when he spoke again his voice had softened, held a note of appeal. âYou can see that, Titus, surely? Look, we canât talk here; the slaves will start eavesdropping. Letâs continue this discussion in the
tablinum
.â
Limping, the young man followed his father down a short corridor to his study-cum-library. (A childhood riding accident had left Titus lame in one leg, debarring him from military service which, as the son of a soldier, he would otherwise have been compelled to take up. However, his post as a clerk attached to the army conferred quasi-military status and entitled him to wear uniform.) The room overlooked the peristyle with its fountains, statues, and pillared arcades. A pleasant blend of sounds drifted through the open shutters; plash of falling water, distant lowing of cattle, the soft cluck of chickens. The walls were lined with all the old classics, Virgil, Horace, Ovid, Caesar, Suetonius and others. There were even a few moderns, such as Claudian and Ammianus Marcellinus. The two men sat on folding chairs facing each other.
âWe can never mix with those people, my son,â said Gaius withearnest urgency. âTheyâre illiterate barbarians. They have disgusting manners, they stink, let their hair grow long, dress in furs and trousers instead of decent clothing, despise culture . . . Need I go on?â
âThey may be everything you say, Father,â Titus replied. âBut Iâve found them also to be brave and honourable â unlike many of todayâs Romans. And once youâve made friends with him a Germanâs