he left. Determined not to become a financial burden on her parents and make a success of single motherhood and self-employment, sheâd vowed to be in her studio every morning by six-thirty. Nine days out of ten she was, but the first hour was rarely productive. Sheâd tried to fool herself and anyone who asked by pretending she used the time to look over her previous dayâs output and plan her work. The truth was she usually wasted the hour drinking coffee, nibbling biscuits, and listening to the radio.
Brian pulled her mail from his bag. âSign this now, before I forget.â He handed her a form and pen along with her letters.
She scribbled a signature and flicked through the envelopes. There was an electricity bill, a gas bill, a new cheque book from her bank, a royalty statement from her artistsâ agency; and the recorded delivery from the States. She turned it over and read the return address.
âSomeone you know?â Brian asked.
She struggled to remain impassive. If Brian had a fault, it was his addiction to gossip. He also told his wife, Betty, everything he heard and she was even fonder of tittle-tattle.
âMmm,â she mumbled, not trusting herself to speak.
âSomeone you met when you were in America?â
âA casual acquaintance,â she lied. She had only beento the States once, nineteen years ago, but she was aware people in Pontypridd still speculated about her trip, principally because sheâd returned with the ultimate Sixties souvenir â a pregnancy. âSo tell me.â She feigned interest. âWhatâs happening in town?â
âPeter Raschenkoâs talking about retiring again.â
âAnd ⦠you believe him?â
âEveryone knows heâll be running that garage when heâs eighty, never mind sixty. How are your mother and father?â
âMy fatherâs well, my mother isnât so good.â It was Pennyâs automatic reply to any enquiry about her parentsâ health. Her mother suffered from osteoarthritis, a condition that had worsened over the past couple of years.
âSorry to hear it. But itâs this damp weather. Old Mrs Harris down the hill was complaining about her rheumatism â¦â
Penny didnât want to hear about Mrs Harrisâs rheumatism. She wanted Brian to leave her in peace so she could open and read her letter.
âYou all right, Pen?â
âPardon?â She realised sheâd stopped listening to Brian.
âNothing wrong, is there? Andyâs A levelsââ
âAndy has only just finished sitting his mock examinations.â She knew sheâd snapped when Brian looked at her even more oddly.
âHeâs expected to do well, though, isnât he? I mean he has a place lined up in university.â
âMedical college,â she corrected, still terse. âBut hewonât be going unless he gets the A-level results they want.â She crossed her fingers behind her back. Andy was bright, but the college place was by no means certain. Although he was the grandson and nephew of doctors he wasnât getting any special consideration. Nor did he expect any. He had to achieve two As and a B grade. His teachers had assured Penny he was on course to get them but that hadnât stopped her from worrying he wouldnât. He could have a cold on the day â or a headache â¦
âHeâll follow in his great-grandfatherâs, grandfatherâs and uncleâs footsteps. The fourth generation Doctor John in Ponty surgery,â Brian observed.
âIf he returns to Pontypridd and goes into general practice after he qualifies.â Penny was irritated by the general assumption that her son would join the medical practice her father had inherited and her brother ran, with occasional help from their father who insisted he had only âsemi-retiredâ.
âWell, must be on my way. Canât keep the farmers