and with a cool head she sent him a message saying:
"Imagine she wanted to introduce me to someone I already knew."
As soon he got Carolina’s message he replied immediately:
"Ah ah I need you, I want you in my bed again shall we meet again? I am home by 4pm."
There it was, the message Carolina wanted to receive for so long, for a moment she was tempted to say yes, but she held back, recalling everything Tess had told her, the way he acted with her and why.
Tess was absolutely right, all the messages JP sent Carolina were only to confirm if she was still available for him, she couldn’t continue acting the same way as before.
It is over.
She wanted to move on with her life, she wanted to forget him, and she chose to ignore him.
The next day she received another message from JP:
"I thought that you also wanted to see me"
When Carolina saw the message, she smiled and thought.
You have no idea how much I want you, how much I want to see and feel the urge to smell you, but you will never touch me again.
She decided to reply hours later:
"Hi, I'm very busy, but we can meet to catch up someday."
She waited days for a reply and a call that never came.
Again he made the vanishing act which only proves that Tess’ theory was right. He began by patrolling her and when he was sure she is still available for him, he would ignore her completely.
Carolina decided to end this bad joke once and for all.
Carolina had to strip him off her head once and for all and it would be today.
CHAPTER 5
She sent a message to an ex-boyfriend, Nils, asking how he was and if he was still in London.
After a few minutes Carolina received a message from Nils saying:
"Hello, I have been thinking of contacting you for some time now, but didn’t know if I should.
I was pleasantly surprised to see your message, it seems that was an exchange of thoughts. Hey, do you want to have dinner with me this week?"
When she saw Nils message, Carolina was satisfied that he is not upset with her anymore and above of all, they might be able to stay as friends or even return to dating again. They could start where they stop from the last time.
Carolina beat up herself mentally, how was it possible that she couldn’t love Nils who was so lovely and caring and a real gentleman to her, why was she in love with a man who doesn’t deserve her and treated her like rubbish.
She made up her mind to stop any contact with JP and sends him the last text message:
“Hi. I have a boyfriend from now on I am not available anymore. Please don’t contact me anymore. Goodbye.”
However, instead of JP to say, okay or not reply at all, he started seeking for advice from Carolina regarding the woman he was in love with, who still didn’t come back to him.
JP didn’t realize how much he was hurting Carolina’s heart, not only did JP open up to Carolina, but also asked about Nils. He asked if Nils behaves like a man or if he behaves like a boy, showing his concern about her and her boyfriend, he wants to know if Nils treats her well.
Sometimes Carolina had the impression of some jealousy when JP spoke or asked questions about Nils.
Now that she is back with Nils, although she isn’t in love, she wouldn’t let JP have fun with her feelings anymore.
She was treated with respect by Nils and that’s all she needed right now.
It was not fair to Nils giving her time even to think for a moment about JP, she has decided to forget about JP at any cost and with Nils’ help, Carolina will be able too.
Months had gone by, and her relationship with Nils was growing stronger than ever.
JP was now in the past, they stopped all contact completely.
Tonight, is the night were Carolina and Nils would appear as a couple in public, many of their friends knew they were already together, but Carolina and Nils took it slow this time and every occasion they were together they would stay at home, rather than go out to public events.
As Nils was a public figure