dials.â
âIt covered your head or just your face?â
âMy head down to my shoulders. It was heavy.â
âDid you see any blue lights?â Dorothy asked, scribbling again.
âI saw nothing.â
âAnd the sensations? What were they like?â She turned to Kris as Zainal once again considered his answer. âWeâre trying to establish if any invasive probe is used: Needles or possibly electrical shock. We need to know whether the brain itself has been entered and damaged: whether or not there has been physical damageârather than just memory, emotional, and fact erasures.â
âThere arenât any scars on the Victims?â Kris asked, and Dorothy shook her head.
âNot visible ones, certainly. Which is why Zainalâs recollection is so vital to us.â
âLike electricity,â Zainal said, putting his hands to his temples and moving them up to the top of his broad skull. âAnd here,â and he touched the base of his cranium. âBut no blood. No scar.â
âOh, yes, thatâs interesting, very interesting,â andDorothy wrote hastily for a minute. âNo pain in the temples?â
âWhere?â Zainal asked.
âHere,â and Kris touched the points.
âOh. Not pain, pressure.â
âIsnât that where lobotomies are done?â Kris apprehensively asked Dorothy.
She nodded. âAnywhere else? Pressure or pain or odd sensations? Iâm trying to discover just which areas might have beenâ¦touched by this device. If they coincide with what factual, emotional, and memory centers humans have,â she added as an aside to Kris. âThere are more parallels than you might guess.â
âA sort of stabbing, very quick, to theâ¦â and Zainal put his hand to the top of his head, âinside of my head.â
âQuite possibly a general stimulation,â Dorothy murmured. Then, with a kind smile, went on. âSo you were assessed and passed. Then what happened?â
âI was told who to report to for training.â Then he grinned. âI know that my uncles were disappointed that I was acceptable. My father was relieved. More glory for our branch of the family.â
âHow old are you now?â Dorothy asked, a question which Kris had never bothered to ask.
Zainal hesitated and then with a grin and a shrug, âThirty-five. I have been exploring this galaxy for sixteen years.â
âSixteen?â Kris was surprised.
âThat would make only four years of formal training? Of any sort?â Dorothy asked, surprised.
âThree. I have been here two years now. Two Catteni years.â And he grinned at Kris.
âPilot training is all you had?â
âI learned what I needed to know to do the job which the Eosi ordered for me. I worked hard and learned well,â Zainal said with a touch of pride.
âAmazing,â Dorothy murmured as she made more notes.
âBut you know a lot about a lot of things,â Kris protested.
Zainal shrugged. âOnce I am officially a pilot,â and he gave Kris a mischievous look out of the corner of his eye, âit was no longer wrong for me to learn what I wish so long as I pilot well. The Eosi,â and his face slid briefly into Catteni impassivity again, ârequire their hosts to have been many places and seen many things.â
âThen you donât have any knowledge about your own body? No biology?â Dorothy asked.
âBi-o-lo-gy?â Zainal repeated.
Dorothy explained, and he laughed.
âAs long as my body does what I need it to do, I do not ask how it does it.â
Both Dorothy and Kris smiled.
âWhen I compare what our astronauts went through to qualify as space pilotsâ¦â and Dorothy raised one hand in amazement.
âThe earliest aviators flew by the seat of their pants,â Kris remarked.
âSeat of their pants?â Zainal asked, frowning so