up to, but whatever.
She hurries and stands in front of me, blocking my way. âKenisha, I know youâre mad at me. But for real, it wasnât my fault. Whatever happened, I donât remember most of it. I swear. It was Darien. He gave me something. He made me do it. I didnât want to call you like that. But I was scared of him. He said he was gonna cut me if I didnât call you. I didnât know what to do. I didnât know what was gonna happen. I swear I didnât.â
I donât say anything to her. I just start walking again.Sheâs still playing all innocent. She does that all the time. Nobody knows what sheâs really like, but I do. I saw it in her eyes that night. At least with my used-to-be friend Chili Rodriguez, we all knew she was a hater. But Cassie is undercover with her stuff.
âKenisha, wait, it wasnât my fault. It was Darien.â
âLook, Cassie,â I finally say, breaking my long silence with her, âIâm done with all that mess. I donât really care.â
âSo canât we be friends again?â she asks quietly.
I just look at her thinking about everything she did to set me up. âYou called me on the phone. You lied and told me Ursula needed my help. Then when I went over there, you ran out and left me alone with crazy-ass Darien. Friends! Please, do you really need me to answer that question?â To her credit, she looked almost horrified at hearing what Iâd said. Like she didnât know, please.
âKenisha, Iâm sorry. I was scared and Darien gave me something. I didnât know what he was gonna do, I swear.â
âWhatever. Like I said, Iâm done with all that drama.â I move around her to walk away.
âBut, wait. I know youâre still mad at me, but I just wanted to warn you that he knows about the stuff you took from him.â
âWhat stuff I took? I didnât take anything from him.â
âHe thinks you did, from his room that night.â
âI donât know what game heâs playing, but I didnât take anything from his room. Why would I? I donât need or want anything from him.â
She shrugs. âThatâs just what I heard,â she says.
Okay, this is more drama that I donât need to be dealing with right now. Darien was locked up and thatâs all I care about. âWhatever,â I say and start walking again. So a minute later I get outside and see that itâs been drizzling. Itâs not enough to soak everything but just enough to be messy. I pull my hoodie up, put my earbuds in but decide not to turn my music on just yet. I adjust my backpack on my shoulder, then start walking. Mostly everybody else takes a school bus and theyâre all gone, but since I only live a few blocks away, I walk.
Darien, Cassie, Troy, forget all that. I need to focus and try to figure out what happened to my transfer papers. But also, thereâs a tingling feeling in the back of my mind thinking that it was all some big joke on me. Like it never happened, like I never passed the readmission test, and the letter was just a mistake.
I walk home alone and itâs okay with me. It gives me time to think. The last thing I need are more pretend friends like Cassie and Chili. I have for-real friends, Jalisa and Diamond, and thatâs enough for me. So, Iâm walking and trying to figure out what happened, then I hear somebody calling my name. I keep walking like I donât hear anything, but itâs kinda hard not to. Theyâre screaming my name across the parking lot. I seriously donât want to be bothered right now.
CHAPTER 3
From Bad to Worse, to Even Worse
âIt seems like every time I turn around, something else happens to me thatâs not my fault. For real, right now I feel like I have a giant bullâs-eye on my back and everybodyâs taking aim. Itâs not me being paranoid. Itâs for