Thatâs right.â
He rubbed his face. âWhat are you going to do? What can you do?â
I wanted to get off the subject as quickly as possible and get him home to bed. He still hadnât told me why he was here, so I just said, âSleep on it. Iâm too tired to make any decisions tonight. I need to think this through.â
âYouâre not going to give up on this.â He glared at me. âAre you? They canât â¦â
I cut in. He was going into full strategy mode, which would probably involve me threatening legal action and God knows what else. âDes, I will deal with it. Just not now, not tonight. I need to think this out.â
He read the finality in my face with narrowed eyes. Then, instead of continuing with his rant, he leant back in his chair, sighed, and said, âYou know, Kannon, I remember when you first became interested in archaeology.â
I sighed as well. I knew this tactic. It was softer, but it took longer.
Des was like a terrier: when he wanted something he just kept at it until he got it.
âYeah, me too,â I said, hoping if I went along with it, heâd be irritated and give up. âThat first summer I spent at Rollieâs place was special.â
Which was true. Iâd never forgotten that time. Rollie was Desâs younger brother. He ran Nunga, the Carmichael family homestead in Western Australia.
âYes. Yukiâd asked me to find a place she could take you for the school holidays. A quiet place in the country,â he said, with a suitable hint of nostalgia.
I eyed him in disbelief. That wasnât the rosy way I remembered it.
What Des hadnât mentioned was that Yukiâd wanted me as far from the big city as possible, because Iâd spent my fourteenth birthday living on the streets in Kings Cross. Theyâd just brought me back home again, and she didnât know what to do with me.
So I said, with heavy sarcasm, âWell, Des, you donât get much more country than Nunga.â It was north of Geraldton and about eighty miles from the coast. The nearest neighbour was half a day away by four-wheel drive. âNot a big city in sight.â
Des ignored the jab. âYep, thatâs right. Nature. In all its glory,â he said, with a hint of longing, âRollie took you both around the old place, didnât he? You camped out under the stars, saw the rock paintings, met the local tribal elders.â
That was a bit too much.
âCut it out, Des. You hate the place. Havenât been back to Nunga since you were my age.â
He gave me a deeply offended face. âWell, Kannon, that trip got you thinking about the big picture, didnât it? Nothing like thinking in terms of millennia to stop you focusing on yourself, and your own problems.â
âYes,â I said, reluctantly. âIt did change things for me. Make things look different.â
He was right, however manipulative he was being. The incident in the park with Ledbetter had shown me what I didnât want. But that summer had got me thinking about what I did want. What the future could be.
Des said idly, âIt was when he took you out to the Abrolhos Islands that did it, wasnât it? That was when he taught you to snorkel.â
The Abrolhos Islands were a string of 120 islands, sixty miles off the coast of Geraldton. The reef there teemed with sea life of every description, and had a haunted history, which had both chilled my bones and focused my teenage ambitions.
âIt was the story of the Batavia that got you in. The story of the shipwreck on that reef in 1629 â¦â
âYou can stop there, Des,â I said. It was getting late and he had to go to bed and recover. âI know very well why I became interested in archaeology. You donât have to give me a pep talk.â
âKannon.â He became more serious. âRollie got you interested in someone elseâs life story. And