touch was electric and startling. It made my whole arm tingle. âI read all the literature your school sent,â she said. âWeâre supposed to evaluate your cleanliness, which struck me as bizarre. Wouldnât the school know how clean you were? Youâre hardly likely to get dirty coming over here. I felt like they were all fake questions.â I was so preoccupied with her lightly freckled shoulders and the thick, angry-looking scar on her chest that I didnât immediately realize sheâd gone silent.
âExcuse me?â I asked. I pretended to take a sip of the soda, but kept my lips tightly closed. I didnât know where to look or what to say, so I stared at a small jeweled barrette that twinkled above her ear. The crystals were a bright, clear blue.
âCan I tell you a secret?â she asked.
âYou probably shouldnât,â I said.
âI hacked Auntieâs calendar,â she said. âI shifted the dates for Community Day so she wouldnât know you were coming.â
âWhy?â I said. I glanced at the other yards to make sure we were still alone.
âThey were going to send me to church while you were here,â she said. âMake me help out with the charity suppers, only Iâm not allowed to do anything strenuous, so I just fold napkins or sneak into the priestâs office and read his letters. Heâs in love with his neighborâs wife, coveting her and all that. I read it.â She stared right at me, the sort of unflinching look I associated with birds. âEverybody treats me like a glass trinket,â she said. âI get so bored. What are you really thinking?â
I shook my head as if I didnât understand. I was only ever thinking about the right thing to sayâthe thing that would show me in the best light. This wasnât the same as having thoughts.
âCome on,â she said. âI know youâre thinking something.â
âYou shouldnât break into other peopleâs offices and read their letters,â I said.
She rolled her eyes. âStop that.â
âAnd also,â I said, âitâs wrong to share pilfered information.â
âPilfered?â She laughed. âWhat does that even mean?â
âStolen,â I said. I didnât really think that this was a trap, but I couldnât take a chance. At school, if you failed to speak up against wrong-thinking you were considered no better than an accomplice.
âCut it out,â she said. âWe might only have a few minutes and I want to know everything about you. Iâm moving to campus soon. Iâll be living with my dad. Iâm going to be doing lots of programming and codingâvery dry, very dull. Do you think we can meet secretly?â
âNo,â I said.
âDad wanted to keep me here,â she said, âbut I made myself unwelcome . Thatâs Auntieâs word.â
âIâm sorry,â I said.
âDonât be,â she said. âI consider it a personal triumph. Iâm very goal-oriented, and getting kicked out of Meadowlands has been objective number one. Now Dad has to take responsibility or else . Those are Auntieâs words, too.â
I nodded, but I didnât quite follow. I was looking at the stone patio and the plentiful trees. I was sure that if I lived in a house like this, I wouldnât want to leave. âYou donât like it here?â I asked.
ââAll oppression creates a state of war,ââ she said. âThatâs a quote. And perhaps itâs not explicitly in reference to girls entombed in suburban homes. And perhaps you think that Iâm a little dramatic, but I wonât trivialize my experience.â
She frowned, her expression determined and a little mutinous, as if she expected me to challenge her. âI should get back to work,â I said. I tried to return the root beer.
âNo, no,â she