Meg to the park? Shawn and I have to talk.â
âAll right.â He turned on the tap. âLet me do the dishes first.â
âI can do those.â
âI need to do something for you three.â
âYou have,â Rebecca said. âLeave them. Please?â
âOkay.â Matt turned off the faucet.
A few minutes later, Megan came in with her shoes. When Matt visited on Sunday mornings, this was their ritual â breakfast, park, grocery shopping. Nothing in her would break that pattern. Not even Wednesday.
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Rebecca put the last dish in the drainer and pulled the stopper from the sink. She hadnât spoken since starting the chore, but Shawn wasnât about to interrupt her. This was her own ritual.
The last gulp of soapy water swirled away, leaving a mushroom of white froth in the drainer. Rebecca watched it for a while, listening to the soft tick of popping bubbles. She rinsed her hands.
âWe should ask Matt to let her friends know,â she said. âAnd call her office.â
âYeah,â said Shawn. âAnd Iâll tell Peter.â
âWhoâll tell Beth, whoâll tell everyone else.â A drop of acid sizzled in the comment. Rebecca didnât like Shawnâs friends. âSo that takes care of the high school.â She paused. âBut Iâll tell Ashley and them myself.â
Shawn said nothing. He didnât like her friends, either.
Rebecca looked at him. âWho else?â
He sighed. âWell, you already called Grandma, so that about wraps up family.â
She nodded, torn between the sting of the statement and the reality of it. They settled into thoughtful silence for a few more seconds. Finally, Rebecca cleared her throat. âI think that we should call Dad.â
Shawn blinked at her from across the kitchen counter.
âExcuse me?â
âDad,â she said. âI think that we should call him.â
He folded the newspaper on the counter in front of him, taking care to match the creases. âYou know Dadâs number?â
âMom gave it to me.â
âYouâve talked to him?â
Rebecca stared at the white grout between the counter tiles. âNot recently, no. Not really at all. She just wanted me to have it.â
âOh.â Shawn stacked the newspaper sections, separating them: advertisements in one pile, everything else in the other. Their mother had always done this before breakfast, throwing out the coupons before the deflated paper even touched the coffee table. Sheâd hated coupons. âWhy?â
Rebecca must have drifted too. She glanced up at him. âHmm?â
âWhy are you even asking me about this?â
âBecause Iâm not sure itâs such a good idea,â Rebecca said. âI donât want to upset Megan. Or Matt.â
âThen donât call him.â
âHe deserves to come.â
âNo, he doesnât.â
âYes, he does, Shawn,â she said. âHe deserves to know, at least.â
âHeâll see the paper.â
âHe left town last month. Heâs in Hammonton now.â
Shawn leaned away from his sister and took a deep breath. âGood for him,â he said. âIâm glad that someone told me.â
âDonât be stupid about this.â
âYouâve made up your mind. Iâm going for a drive.â
Rebecca reached for his hand. âWe need to talk about the service.â
Shawn pulled away. âWhy donât you ask Dad about it? I bet heâd love that. I canât believe you, Becca. He walked out on us. He walked out on Mom. You really want him there when we bury her ?â
Rebecca glared at him. âI donât know , Shawn,â she said. âThatâs why Iâm asking you!â
âThen, no,â Shawn spat. âNo, I donât want him there. No, I donât think that itâs a good idea. No, I donât think that he