he carried the plate into the living room. âChocolate chip.â
Nateâs mother glanced up from her easy chair and smiled. Afternoon sunlight poured in from the window beside her, highlighting the wispy tufts of hair sticking up on her otherwise bald scalp. Rachel Cooper would be fifty in a couple of months, yet illness had taken its toll. Her cheekbones seemed to have sunk into her skull in the last few days, and her skin was paper-thin. Her gray eyes still sparkled though, even if there was pain she would never admit to hidden in their depths.
âWho said something about cookies?â
Nateâs fourteen-year-old brother, Zach, lolled into the living room. Lolling seemed to be the only speed his brother operated at these days. Nate knew if he dug up pictures of himself at fourteen it would be hard to tell the two apart. Another couple of months and he and Zach would be the same height.
âHow was school today?â their mother asked.
A partial lifting of shoulders was the teenâs only response. He flopped onto the couch, his book bag landing on the floor with a thump. A hand reached out for the plate of cookies.
âThose are for mom,â Nate pointed out.
âOh, Zach can have some,â she said.
Zach didnât need further invitation. He swooped in like a hawk dive bombing a mouse and snatched a cookie from the plate, scarfing it down in one bite. Then his eyes bugged out. âBro, what did you put in these?â
Nate frowned and took a bite, gagging himself. â Ugh ⦠too much salt.â
The corners of his motherâs mouth pulled up. âPoor Nathan, baking may never be your strong suit.â
âI must have misread the recipe,â he muttered.
She patted his hand. âIt was sweet of you, honey.â
âIâll buy some at the bakery when I get off tonight.â
âOh, donât worry,â she said, with a flick of her wrist. âI probably wonât be able to eat them anyway.â
A giant fist squeezed his heart, and the gag reflex threatened to choke him again. He wanted to fling the plate of toxic cookies across the room. It wasnât fair. His mother had struggled most of her life after his father walked out. Sheâd handled the burden without complaint, only to come up against an even more frightening and deadly adversary.
Nate knew the roiling storm reflected in his kid brotherâs eyes simmered in his own.
Zach jumped up and grabbed his backpack. âIâm meeting the guys at the park.â
âZach!â Nateâs bark brought the teenager to an abrupt halt.
Zach returned to the chair and kissed his motherâs cheek. She squeezed his hand and whispered something in his ear. Zach nodded. As he walked away, Nate saw his brother swipe a fist across his cheeks.
A second later the door slammed shut.
âYouâre going to be all right, Nathan,â his mother said. âYouâre both going to be all right.â
Nate swallowed but couldnât conjure up any comforting words to support his motherâs assertion. âI have to get back to my office. Annaâs out doing a little shopping. Youâll be okay on your own until then?â
She smiled. The same one sheâd given him when heâd been sick as a little boy. The one announcing everything would be fine. âOf course. Itâs a pretty good day, all things considered.â
Nate kissed the top of her head. He inhaled and recoiled at the unfamiliar smell that had invaded his motherâs body as surely as the malignant cells. Antiseptic had taken over lilies and cocoa butter.
âIâll see you later,â Nate whispered.
âIâll pray for you today,â she whispered back.
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Nate made a detour on his way back to the office. He pulled into the near-empty parking lot of Covington Falls Community Church. He stared at the stained-glass windows marching along the side, the aged brick and enormous,