didnât want to reinforce any negative opinions.
âNo, I just wanted to make sure the package was safe.â
âDonât be such a fuckinâ dork all the time; it wasnât going to walk away by itself .â
âI know, I know, but it makes me nervousâcan we get moving?â
âYeah, sure, but Vladimir doesnât leave for work until twelve-thirty, so we should probably get a bite to eat firstâbring your new friend along.â
âNo fuckinâ way!â Ned protested. âWhat if we get caught? What if it starts to smell?â
âWe wonât get caught; didnât you wrap it in plastic? I know you did. I saw you do it.â Gagliano shrugged in exasperation. âWhere is it now?â
âIn the freezer . . . downstairs.â
âIn a fuckinâ freezer all night and you think itâll smellâlike what, hamburger? You are such a fuckinâ chickenshit. Grab the bag, grow a pair, get in the car, and take me to Smittyâs; Iâm starving.â
Ned laughed, hit his friend on the arm, and headed downstairs. Gagliano shouted after him: âAnd bring money, lots of moneyâyouâve got some people to pay.â
When he returned, Gagliano laughed at him. âSo you keep your cash in the bedroom? Bad idea, first place Iâd look.â
They drove about five minutes to a family-style restaurant. Gagliano knew the waitress. She was a heavyset woman in her middle forties, although she looked somewhat older. She was ordinary in just about every way, although an ace of spades tattoo on her left wrist betrayed some wayward history.
âWhatâs good today, baby?â Gagliano asked. âBesides you?â
âHow about the usual?â she said. âAnd what will your friend have?â
âNothing, just coffee,â Ned muttered.
âBullshit!â Gagliano shouted, disturbing a nearby table of elderly ladies. âGet him two eggs over easy, bacon, home fries, white toast, coffee, and orange juiceâI have to order for him, sweet pea; Iâm still teaching him to be a man.â
The waitress looked at Ned. He returned her gaze sheepishly and said, âYeah, yeah, thatâs fine, but could you make it grapefruit juice instead?â
After the waitress left, Gagliano started scolding Ned much the way Steve had. âYou act like this has all been thrust upon you when you actually did it all yourself and we are just helping you out,â he said. âWe know what weâre doing. You have to trust us; itâs your only safe way out of a situation you createdâso suck it up, grow some fuckinâ nuts, and do what the fuck I say.â
âYouâre right; I know youâre right,â Ned said. âI just wish it never happened.â
âWish in one hand and shit in the otherâsee which fills up first.â
âYeah, youâre right.â
âDamn right I am.â
âSo what happens next, I mean . . . â he cut himself off when the waitress returned with their drinks.
âThanks darling,â Gagliano said, unconcerned by what else she may have heard. âWell, we take your package over to Vladimirâs and he gets rid of it; then you show your gratitude to some of the people who helped you out last night.â
âAnd thatâs it?â
âThatâs it.â
Gagliano then shot Ned a look that made him feel even worse. âWhatâs the deal on you?â he asked.
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou show up, youâre a big earner like the next day,â he said. âNo offense or nothingâbut the rest of us had to come up through the pipe.â
âThe pipe?â
âYeah, the fuckinâ pipe,â Gagliano was clearly getting angry. âI started hanging out with these guys when I was thirteen; I wasnât even in high school and I got a guy to weld an extra couple of forks onto my bike to make it