into a chopper.â
He paused. âYeah, I wanted to be a biker even back thenâhell, youngerân that, maybe evenânine, ten.â He was really getting into it now. âI wore a fake leather vest and used to give myself tattoos with a ballpoint pen.â
âYeah, so?â
âSo, I worked my way up, first as a lookout, then a messenger boy, then a delivery boyâjust like everyone else,â he said. âAnd here you are, just showed up one day and youâre dealing big right out of the box.â
âHey, I had to earn it.â
âLike fuck you did,â he said. âThe rest of us really had to earn it, doing all kinds of hard work for the membersâbeating up witnesses, setting fires, robbing warehousesâyou ever do any of that shit?â
âNo.â
âDidnât think soâbut we all did; they treated us like slaves, kicking our asses for years until we earned their respect and got to do some pushing around of our own,â he said. âAnd your waltzing in the way you did hasnât exactly made you that popular with the boys.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, I ainât gonna name any names, but some people have raised some suspicions about you,â he said.
âSuspicions? Like what?â
âOne guy thought you might be a cop, but thatâs ridiculousâyouâre too young and Iâve seen you smoke weed, and cops canât do that, even undercover.â
âOf course Iâm not a . . . â
âYeah, but that doesnât mean youâre not an informant,â Gagliano pressed on. âY âknow, maybe you got in a little trouble at school and you thought you could deliver them Steve or one of us to save your ass . . . â
Ned felt like punching him, after all heâd been through, but he knew it was probably the worst thing he could do at the moment. Instead, he let him trail off, letting the obvious question hang in the air like a cloud.
âDo you believe that?â he finally offered.
âNot after last night,â Gagliano laughed.
There was little Ned could do but grin goofily.
âBut I am telling you here and now that there are people in our little group who donât like you, donât trust you, and are keeping their eyes on you,â Gagliano said. âOne of them especially does not like you.â
âWho?â
âThat will make itself clear in time,â he said. âNow eat your fuckinâ eggs before I do.â
When they finished their meal, the waitress placed the bill in front of Ned. âLesson number . . . actually, Iâve lost count of how many lessons Iâve taught you todayâanyway, this lesson is that I never pay for fuck all,â Gagliano grinned.
âThatâs true,â added the waitress. âHe never pays.â
âLeave her a big fuckinâ tip.â
Back in the car, Ned noticed they were driving back to the cityâs north end, where the steel factories are. The houses here were mostly small and falling apart, and the air was thick with soot from the giant blast furnaces. âYeah, Vladimir will totally fuckinâ take care of you, but there are some ground rules,â Gagliano said. âFirst is never disagree with him, and never, ever make fun of him, his house, or anything at all associated with . . . actually, yâknow what would work best? Why donât you just keep your mouth shut; maybe say âthank youâ or something.â
âSounds like a bit of a psycho.â
âYou are paying the man to dispose of a severed head and hands for youâdonât expect Mary fuckinâ Poppins.â
They stopped in front of a dirty white bungalow with a collapsing roof. Gagliano slammed his flat hand against the ancient wooden screen door. âVladimir? You in?â
âYeah, yeah,â a voice rumbled from inside.
The bikers entered. The place smelled of