Muellersâ, and I hoped the little ones would drift off to sleep in the short time we had before getting home. Berty and the baby were so quiet that I figured they were probably asleep already, and even Harry had finally leaned his head back against Joeâs chest. The older boys wouldnât sleep. I knew that. But just to have some of the kids down already would make it easier when we got home. I still didnât know how many weâd have over with us and how many would be going on home to George. But that really didnât matter. Once they were all asleep, Samuel and I would be alone in the quiet.
Lord, here we are at the end of another day. Guide us, provide for us, tomorrow and all the days to come . . .
I leaned back against the bumpy truck rail until we were on the lane leading up to Emmaâs old house. I always thought of Emma when we came home from anywhere. She used to say that just getting home was one of the finest blessings this world had to offer. And she was right. In so many ways, we were blessed.
I took a deep breath and thanked the Lord for a house to come home to. I was looking forward to a splash of coolwater on my face, a breeze blowing through our window, and Samuel lying beside me.
Whiskers was barking as we came upon the house, and a car, small and dark, was parked to one side of the driveway, almost surely on Emmaâs coneflowers. Somebody was there on our steps, sitting in the moonlight as still as a statue. I could feel myself tense up. Somebody was waiting for us, at so late an hour. Something was wrong.
TWO
Samuel
Young Sam parked the truck under the sweet gum tree, just in front of the old Ford someone had driven in. The dog got quiet and came running out to greet us.
I could see the man, whoever it was, as he stood up tall and lean. And for a moment my heart pounded irrationally. The dream Iâd had in the park was floating over me again. It could almost be my father standing there, the build was so much the same.
I tried to shake the dream away, to meet the present and whoever it was who had come out so late to greet us. But before I could say anything, a booming voice floated across the yard, out of my past, and set my mind spinning again.
âIs that little Sammy there? Huh? Sammy Wortham?â
He sounded like my father, but I knew it wasnât. Father was dead. It was Edward. My brother. Never in athousand years would I have expected him to show up at my door.
âDo you know him?â Julia whispered. Dear Juli. She didnât know Edward, except for the little Iâd told her. Heâd been in the penitentiary most of our married life. Sheâd never even heard his voice. And I hadnât known he was out.
âItâs my brother,â I said.
Juli became still as a stone beside me. But Edward was approaching, so I jumped from the truck to face him. âEdward. This is quite a surprise.â
âYeah. I figured it would be.â He laughed. âWhat are you doing in the back of the truck? You come so far up in the world that you got somebody else driving for you?â
âThe neighbor boy enjoys it once in a while, thatâs all.â It had been so long, I didnât know what else to say to him. And I didnât know why he was here. Was he just longing to see family again, after all this time?
âNot very talkative, are you, Sammy, old boy?â
âIâm sorry. You caught me by surprise.â
âYou said that already. Arenât you going to introduce me to anybody? Or ask me in? Iâll tell you, thatâs a long drive. I sure could use a drink and a smoke.â
âWeâll get you some coffee. But I donât smoke anymore, Edward. Canât help you there.â
âShouldâve had you figured for that. Too good for it, arenât you, Samuel? Mother says youâre out here trying to be some kind of saint.â
This wasnât starting off very well. Robert got out of