ainât how she was raisedâshe knows whatâs right!
But ever since she took up with that olâ fat
ugly thing she call a man, seem like she might
do anything. Now she donât even know
her childâs in trouble. Least she could do is call!
Lord knows, I want to get the child free.
I want to help her straighten out. But oh,
itâs hard. Lord, give me strength to carry all
the burdens people tryinâ to put on me.
CANâT RISK TAKING ANY ACTIONÂ Â Â Â Â MR. HYDE (ASSISTANT PRINCIPAL)
I got a student complaint this afternoon.
A Harris Murphy claims he was harassed.
Note in his locker, incident in the lunchroom
involving Bradley Smith. We could get slapped
with a lawsuit, either way we go.
Bradâs mother is a lawyer. I canât risk
taking any action until I know
the facts. This isnât drugs, where we can frisk
the suspect, search for evidence. I
gave the boy a pamphlet. My advice:
Gain some weight. Consider what you wear.
Stand up and look the bully in the eye.
I told him: Youâre too young to make this choice.
Just wait. Thereâs lots of pretty girls out there.
NOT MUCH I CAN DOÂ Â Â Â Â MRS. GOLDSTEIN (KATIEâS ENGLISH TEACHER)
Katie used to be among the best
students in my sophomore honors class.
Her work was careful, Aâs on every test,
good writer, conscientious. For the last
few weeks, or maybe monthsâwhen did this start?â
her grades have fallen, first to Câs, now Dâs.
Sheâs not doing the reading; thereâs no heart
behind her writing. Sheâs in class, but sheâs
half asleep, and when I ask her to stay
after school, she says sorry, she canât,
she has to be at work by three oâclock.
She didnât turn her paper in today.
Itâs half her midterm grade. I guess Iâll grant
her extra time. She doesnât want to talk.
ACROSS WHATEVER SECRETÂ Â Â Â Â STEPHIE
Keesha found me crying in the doughnut shop across
the street from where she lives. I was sitting there alone
late Friday night. Stephie, is that you?
She sat down in the booth with me. The doughnut shop
was almost empty, just one old man and me. It stays
open all night long, and it seemed safe, but I was getting kind
of nervous. Keeshaâs face looks hard sometimes, but sheâs kind-
hearted. Her eyes can look right through you. Straight across
whatever secret you might carry, she follows and stays
with you. I must have felt a little more alone
than I admitted, because when she sat down, the doughnut shop
seemed brighter. My words just simmered up. I said, You
wonât tell anyone, will you?
She looked at me and shook her head, kind
of like nothing is a secret. She told me, Thereâs a shop
that sells used baby stuff, two blocks down from here, across
from Pizza Hut. I knew about it. Iâd gone in there alone
the day before, thinking, if this baby stays
with me, how will I take care of it? Keesha stayed
and talked (well, listened) for two hours. When I asked, Where do you
live? she brought me here. She lives here alone,
I mean no parents; the kids who live here kind
of fend for themselves, I guess. A room across
from Keeshaâs is empty, sort of. A guy set up a shop
to make jewelry out of colored wire, and in one corner of the shop
thereâs a bed. Keesha said, No one stays
here right now; you can use that bed. Across
the street, people were fighting, a woman was yelling, You
bastard! I pulled down the shade, tried not to hear. That kind
of thing, these days, makes me throw up. Keesha left me alone
and I kept thinking, Can I raise a child alone?
Do my homework every night and then go out to shop
for formula and Pampers? What kind
of mother would I be? Not one that stays
home and sings lullabies, thatâs for sure. Not someone you
would trust to guide a child across
the kind of world I see out there. You
canât shop for what you