fools her about it, and she hadnât brought it up either.
Maybe I should call that psychic instead. I wondered how much it would cost to see her again. Probably Abby was right, and psychic readings were a scam. Iâd never believed in psychics before, but the reading had seemed soâ¦well, so real. I stood up, feeling restless, but couldnât decide what to do. The room was quiet, and the air felt too still. Finally I sat back down, picked up the phone and dialed Joniâs number.
âHello?â Joniâs voice sounded croaky.
âItâs me. Did I wake you up?â
âNo, no.â She laughed and then coughed. âWell, yes. I was having a bit of a nap. But thatâs okay. You know Iâm always happy to hear from you.â
I relaxed. Hearing Joniâs voice always made me feel better. âUmâ¦I went to the marina after school.â
âDid you?â Joniâs voice was neutral. She knew I wasnât supposed to go there. She also knew that I needed to. Mostly I didnât mention my visits to the marina because Joni told me she didnât want to have secrets from my dad, but I needed to talk to someone.
âUm, Joniâ¦â My voice was suddenly thick, and I had to swallow hard and clench my teeth to hold back tears. âThere was a For Sale sign on Eliza J. â
Joni waited for a long moment before she answered. âOh dear,â she said at last. âOh dear. Iâve been wondering when this would happen.â
âYou have?â
âIâm surprised heâs hung on to the boat for as long as he has, love. You know how much it costs to keep a boat in the water.â
Actually, I didnât have a clue. âMaybe I could pay. If I got a job after school or something.â
âHoney, itâs hundreds of dollars a month. Thereâs no way you can cover that with babysitting. In any case, I donât imagine itâs only about the money.â
âMom loved that boat,â I said fiercely. âHeâs got no right to sell it.â
âOh, Fiona.â
I lay down on the bed and closed my eyes. Joni sounded so sad. âShe was your sister,â I said. âYou know how important sailing was to her.â
âI know how important sailing was to you,â Joni said softly.
Everyone did that: changed the subject whenever I tried to talk about Mom. âYou all want to forget about Mom, donât you? Thatâs why Dadâs selling the boat.â
âFiona! How can you say that? Of course we donât.â Her voice cracked, and she started coughing and coughing. âListen,â she said after she caught her breath. âNo one wants to forget your mother.â
I didnât say anything. That sure wasnât how it seemed to me.
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Dad looked up as I entered the living room. âUm, Dad?â
âFiona. Good. I was about to come and find you.â He cleared his throat. âThereâs something I want to talk to you about.â
Was he going to tell me about selling Eliza J ? I held my breath and waited.
Dad sat down in his armchair and ran his hands through his hair. He didnât have a lot of it, and he combed it over the bald spot on top of his head. Mom always used to say he should shave his head, and I had to agree. Half the time, his hair was hanging the wrong way, and it didnât cover the bald patch anyway.
He gestured for me to sit, and I perched on one arm of the couch. I wondered if he was feeling bad robin stevenson about putting the boat up for sale without even talking to me about it. âWhat is it?â I asked him.
He cleared his throat again and looked so miserable that I was almost tempted to tell him that I already knew. Almost. âThe thing isâ¦Well, Iâve been meaning to say something about this for a while. I suppose I should have brought it up sooner.â He looked at me a little desperately.
âSo why didnât