Blossoms. Goo Goo Dolls. Counting Crows. Everclear. I still love this stuff.
I pull up in front of Melodyâs house a little before noon. On the front lawn is an almost-life-size Santaâs sleigh, pulled by only six reindeer. Christmas lights drip from the roof and encircle the trees. The houses on either side boast similar displays. This neighborhood must be ridiculous at night.
Mel is not standing curbside, suitcase in hand, so I go ring the bell. Her oldest daughter answers the door, scowling. âOh, hey, Aunt Tara.â
âMay I come in? Whatâs wrong? Not happy to see me?â
Kayla steps to one side to let me by. âNo, itâs not you. Sorry. I just had a fight with my boyfriend. Squeaky little a-hole.â
âJust one of many, hon. Just one of many.â
âThatâs what Iâm afraid of.â
Sheâs a willowy brunette, pretty without working too hard to be that way. She wonât have a problem finding another boyfriend if she wants one.
âSo why are you home? Shouldnât you be in school?â
She shrugs. âI had a half day. Momâs in the kitchen, by the way.â
I believe Iâve been dismissed. I follow the scent of coffee and yeast past tinseled railings and holiday villages to the big, airy, oven-warmed kitchen. âOh my God. Donât tell me you baked bread this morning.â Three loaves cool on the counter. âThatâs why they invented bakeries, you know.â
Melody stops loading the dishwasher long enough to smile a hello. âIf I lived in San Francisco, Iâd have that option. Do you know how far Iâd have to drive to find a decent bakery here?â
âSeriously, Mel. Who bakes anymore, especially on the day theyâre taking off on a ski trip?â
âA ski trip the rest of her family wonât be enjoying. The least I could do was leave them decent bread.â
She can take her cheerful-housewife routine and shove it. âHow close are you?â
âIâll be ready as soon as I finish cleaning up.â
âCanât Kayla do it? Sheâs pissed, not disabled.â
âI could ask her, of course. But itâs faster if I just do it than argue with her for twenty minutes. Anyway, Iâm done.â She starts the wash cycle, rinses her hands.
âAnyone ever tell you your parenting skills are lacking?â
The slender rebuke draws no anger. âOnly my husband. And his arenât any better. Just call us Mr. and Mrs. Walkalloverme.â
Irritation prickles. I wish sheâd rise up to defend herself once in a while. Itâs bothered me ever since we were kids and Mom would go off on one of her rants. Loudmouthed me always took the brunt of her punishments while soft-spoken Melody receded into the background, barely there.
âQuick potty stop, and weâre on our way.â
Twenty minutes later we are, turning south to meet Highway 50 east. Itâs a gorgeous drive, but Iâm very happy the weather is good. The curvy two-lane makes for ugly going in a blizzard. Today, itâs clear and crisp outside. Korn comes on the radio. Their music is a mile outside my comfort zone, and a deviation for this channel. Still, when Melody reaches over to turn down the volume, Iâm even more uncomfortable because it means sheâs moving into sister-chat mode.
Melody: Blah-blah-blah, your divorce.
Me: Blah-blah-blah, rehearsed answer.
Mel: Blah-blah-blah, plans for the future.
Moi: Blah-blah-blah, one day at a time.
The only way to disengage from small talk about me is to engage in small talk about her. âSo, howâs Graham?â
Melodyâs husband is a pediatrician, and quite popular among greater Sacramento soccer moms, due to his all-American good looks and highly cultivated bedside manner. As far as I know, that hasnât negatively affected their marriage. Theyâll celebrate their twentieth anniversary in a few