days. I should be the one with a silly salary.â
âWhen weâre married, darling,â Adrian answered, âwhatâs mine will be yours. You can leave your school and become a lady of leisure.â
The offer, Zannah was sure, was kindly meant but at once she felt a prickle of resentment. âIâll do no such thing,â she said. âI love my job. I love being a teacher and Iâd be a useless lady of leisure.â
âYou could paint. Youâre always saying you wish you had time for that.â
That was true, Zannah reflected. Sheâd married Cal even before she graduated from St Martinâs School of Art, and had then become pregnant with Isis before sheâd had a chance to try being an artist. She was pretty sure she didnât have the talent to make it, but it would be good, she sometimes thought, to have the luxury of trying. Still, as things turned out, she found she
did
have a talent for teaching, and a genuine liking for the children in her care. What sheâd said to Adrian was no more than the truth. Her college friends were in advertising and PR, and some were even teaching art, just like her. There wasnât, as far as she knew, a single full-time artist among them. Only the Tracey Emins ofthe world actually made a living from Art, which, when she thought of it in this context, always had a capital letter.
Now, she looked at Adrianâs dark, soft hair and his beautiful blue eyes and remembered how that conversation had come to an end: with him pulling her into his arms and with her forgetting everything, as she always did when she was near him. Iâm useless, she thought. However high-minded and principled Iâm being, I become soft and giddy when he touches me. I wish we could go upstairs right now. I wish we were both naked. She took a deep breath and pulled herself together. This is not the time. This is my engagement party. Iâm going to have the best wedding anyoneâs ever had. Iâm happy. I wish this moment could last.
*
The royal wedding had been thoroughly discussed, and Camillaâs dress at the Blessing pronounced both elegant and flattering.
âAnd a gorgeous colour,â Maureen added, âthough I wonder whether it-wasnât perhaps a little tactless of the Queen to dress in cream, when she must have known, mustnât she, what her new daughter-in-law was going to wear to the register office? And,â she went on, âdidnât you just adore those blossoming trees in St. Georgeâs Chapel? If you two got married in the spring, Zannah, you could copy that idea, couldnât you? I thought it looked wonderful.â
âWeâve set the date, Mum,â said Adrian, smiling at his mother. âToo late for blossom! Youâll have to have some other bright idea. Iâm sure youâll come up with something.â
Charlotte caught the look that Zannah sent in her fiancéâs direction and smiled to herself. Adrian was tucking in to his food and missed it entirely but sheâd have bet good money on her great-niece putting him straight as soon as she could. Zannah wasnât someone whoâdallow Maureen to decide on the floral arrangements for the wedding, wherever it took place. We havenât even begun to discuss the venue, Charlotte was thinking, when the doorbell rang.
âThat must be my husband,â Maureen announced. âBetter late than never!â
Sheâd had a couple of glasses of wine and was smiling a great deal, Charlotte noticed.
âIâll go,â she said. She pushed back her chair, and put her napkin near the plate that now held no more than a few crumbs of pastry from the really rather good
tarte au citron
. She hurried across the hall to the front door and opened it. Standing on the doorstep was a tall, thin man with wavy, browny-grey hair flopping over his forehead and a smile that, with the hair and his horn-rimmed glasses, made him look