to accept this. Sheâs positive she can stop it. She will save Sylvie. âYou donât get in trouble! Youâre realizing your potential just fine right here.â
âIf you donât count almost failing math. And being slow in reading. And . . .â
âYouâre not slow! Youâre careful.â
âMrs. Halifax didnât want to make Daddy mad. Thatâs the only reason she passed me.â
âThatâs not true!â Well, maybe it is. But thatâs not the point here. Flor rushes on. âThe past is not the point. This year weâre moving on. You can start fresh. But thatâs not even the point either!â
Itâs disturbingly un-Sylvie to sit so still.
âWeâll change your parentsâ minds, donât worry.â Flor is getting angrier by the second. âTheyâre just confused. Perry wrecking the car threw them for a loop. Parents get deluded very easily.â
âMy father says the way I like to build stuff, I could be an architect. But you have to know math.â Sylvie palms pebbles, starts to make a tiny tower. âHe says at Ridgewood Academy, they teach to the individual. Whatever that means. He says Iâll blossom and bloom.â
âDelusion! Youâre already the blossoming-est, blooming-est girl in the world! Besides, do you even want to be an architect?â
âMaybe.â Sylvie carefully chooses another pebble. âI donât know. I hate when people ask what I want to be.â
âI know! Grown-ups always want an answer, even when there isnât one! Like remember when you hadthat doll with the yellow yarn hair, and you carried it around everywhere, you loved it so much, and people would always ask you, âWhatâs your dollyâs name?ââ
Sylvie balances a splinter of driftwood atop her dainty tower.
âAnd you wouldnât answer,â Flor goes on, âbecause you didnât even care about a name for her. Her name was not the point.â
âBut one day,â says Sylvie, âone day you told Mrs. Magruder, âHer name is Bernadette.ââ
âWhat? I donât remember that.â
âIn a really loud voice, you said it.â A pause. âI remember thinking, âBut sheâs my doll. And Bernadette is an ugly name.ââ
âI mustâve been trying to stand up for you. Were you mad at me?â
âOh, Flor. That was back in the mists of time.â
Bonk . Sylvie knocks over the tower. Pebbles fly. Flor is shocked. Not only does Sylvie remember something she canât, but Sylvieâs still upset about it, Flor can tell. Suddenly they canât look at each other. They get busy watching a cormorant, a waterbird so big and heavy only its scrawny neck and head showabove the surface. Submarine birds, Thomas calls them. Theyâre so greedy, such expert fishers, the human fishermen call them way worse names.
This is weird. Flor wonders if Sylvie sees the same bird she does. All at once, she canât be 100 percent sure what her best friend is seeing through those purple-rimmed glasses.
But that doesnât change the truth. Which is: Sylvie is terrible at standing up for herself. She does need Flor to do it for her.
Zoop . Lightning fast, the cormorant dives and disappears. Automatically, Sylvie and Flor start counting out loud. âOne Mississippi, two Mississippi . . .â They get all the way to thirty-five before the bird comes back up. Not a record, but pretty good.
All of a sudden, something thunks Flor in the center of her chest. An invisible fist, on the end of a long invisible arm.
âSylvie.â
âWhat?â
âHow come you didnât tell me before?â All of a sudden, Flor knows: this is the point. âI mean, you applied weeks ago, right?â
âBut it was way past the deadline and I have terrible grades and who knew if theyâd let me in.â She tugs