out, but Iâm fine.â I took a sip of pinot gris. I was sitting on the back porch with my jacket zipped all the way up, gloves on, and my sock-monkey knit hat covering my ears. Itâs the warmest hat I own and I think itâs cute, no matter what Mickey says. Or my mother. As for Dad, heâs mute on the monkey-hat debate.
âBabe, I can tell youâre upset. Your voice has a weird vibrato going on.â
âItâs cold and Iâm outside.â
âAre you wearing your sock-monkey?â
I laughed. âOf course I am. You miss me, right?â
âEspecially in that hat. Look, you keep me posted. I want to know what they find out about the girl and the gun. Iâ¦â He stopped.
âYou what?â I could imagine Mickey running his hand through his dark hair and closing his eyes tight, like he does before heâs going to say something he doesnât want to say.
âIâm worried that youâre in danger.â
I sighed. âNo, Claudiaâs in danger. Not me. Plus, Mom and Dad and Dusty are taking good care of me. You should have seen Mom with Claudia. She was amazing, of course. Took charge of the situation, told me and Dad what to do, gave the EMTs a detailed report on Claudiaâs pulse andâ¦â
âSee? Youâre upset. You already told me all of this. Iâm coming out.â
I stamped my feet. My toes were going numb. âNo. You have a job. An important one. Any progress on the missing boy? The parents must be frantic.â
âActually, I have a couple of leads.â He paused. âI should follow this through, youâre right. Every hour that passes reduces the chances of finding this kid, Matthew. Butâ¦â
âLetâs take this day by day. If I really need you, Iâll let you know. Right now, I need to get warm.â
Mickey exhaled. âHmm. I should be getting you warm, in bed.â
âThat would be nice, but not necessary because I broughtâ¦â
âLet me guess: your flannel pajamas?â
âYup.â
âAre you wearing sock-monkey to bed, too?â
I giggled. âThatâs a little kinky, Mickey, and no. Just big socks on my feet. So, you see, Iâm well taken care of.â
âYou donât need me.â
I paused. âI always need you, more than a coach needs his cleats. And I always have you with me, whether youâre in bed with me or not.â
âQuarterback, you nut. Love you.â
âLove you.â
We hung up.
***
I didnât like lying to Mickey, but I didnât want to worry him. Fact was, I could be in danger. Claudia was still unconscious, in a coma. Whoever wanted that gun was still out there somewhere, and if Claudia told him or her about our conversation, maybe he or she wasnât too happy about a âdetectiveâ being involved. But I wasnât going to alarm Mickey. Not yet, anyway. I was going to play it cool, calm, and collected.
Not an easy role for me. It would be like Chelsea Handler playing the lead in a biopic about Mother Teresa.
Mom had picked up pizza from an Italian restaurant a couple of blocks away, and Dad had thrown together a salad. We sat down to eat, with Dusty eyeing us hopefully.
âHowâs Mick?â asked Dad.
âFine. Busy with a case.â
âThatâs good, right?â
âYup. Good for him. For us. A missing ten-year-old, though, which makes it tough. He said he has some leads, though.â
âWell, if anyone can find him, I bet Mickey can,â Dad said.
I took a bite of pizza. I had never heard of Brussels sprouts on pizza before, but this was delicious. Béchamel sauce, onionsâ¦yum. âThis is so good!â
Mom nodded. âOur favorite.â She took a swallow of wine. âSo, what are we going to do?
âTomorrow?â I asked.
âNo, about the girl.â
Dad put his forkful of salad back on its plate. âSyl, what are you