âWhat?â
âSung-Soo can stay, canât he?â
âI donât have any objections,â he says diplomatically. âBut you must understand, we have to speak to the rest of the colony and give them the chance to ask questions and voice any concerns.â
Sung-Soo nods. âVery fair. I can hunt and I can carve well and Iâm strong, when Iâm rested.â
Hunting and carving? Such primitive words. I slip my hand down to hold his and feel for calluses. When I find them, Iâm relieved, but why? Did I think he was lying? What else could they have done to survive?
âItâs going to be fine,â I say, and Sung-Soo smiles as if I meant the words for him.
3
MACK IS GRADUALLY steering us in a different direction for the return journey so weâll go around the outside of the colony and enter at the north gate, right next to his place.
Weâre silent as we trudge through the grasses, Sung-Soo exhausted and malnourished, Mack and I trapped in our own little spirals of guilt and dread. Heâs taking us on a route that makes it far less likely weâll be spotted, but thereâs still a chance. Heâs probably trying to work out what to tell everyone else and buying time to figure that out at his own pace.
Iâm trying to make something more like a mental flowchart out of the tangled mess of what-ifs and thens in my mind. I give up. Weâve learned so many times that, no matter how carefully we plan, something unpredictable will destabilize the system.
The northern gate is again just a couple of pillars, but more ornately designed than the western one. There are stylized plants and flowers intertwined with overly fussy representations ofthe skeletal structures that form the frames of our houses. I think itâs a bit childish and overdone as a representation of our aspirations to live as sustainably and naturally as we can, but the majority liked it. I think âmajorityâ is one of my least favorite words. Itâs so often used to justify bad decisions.
Mackâs place is based upon one of the round designs, looking like an igloo with spokes coming out of it to end in half-submerged bubbles. Weâre experimenting with a new membrane on the outside of the central hemisphere and itâs looking good; several of the native species weâve planted on it are thriving.
Half of the structure is aboveground, the rest submerged below. As Mack touches the patch to the right of the door I canât help but check on the transition between above â and belowground. Some of the earlier experiments with the new coating resulted in unexpected interactions with the soil, but this variant seems okay.
âAre those . . . fish?â Sung-Soo points at one of the windows.
âYes,â I say, refreshed by his wonder at the things I barely notice now. âWe harvest energy from sunlight using the aquarium algae. Some of the other houses do that through the outer skinââ I wave a hand at some of them. âBut Mack likes fish.â
The door opens and its motion makes Sung-Soo dig his heels in a little. âIs it . . . alive?â he asks, staring at its edges compressed against the door frame.
âSort of,â I answer. âItâs based on a heart valve, loosely speaking.â
He lifts his arm from my shoulder; I let go of his hand so he can brush the structure with his fingertips. âWhat is it made of?â
âA composite organic material, a bit like cartilage.â
âCome inside,â Mack says, eager to get him out of sight.
The door sighs shut behind us and the lights come on,bathing the main living area in the daylight spectrum. There are familiar comfy chairs and the central sunken fireplace for when Mack wants some primal reassurance given by control over fire. Iâm drawn to the antique orrery displayed above the nook housing his home printer, the only trinket he brought