called in every favour she could. Hannah had pushed me harder than ever. And I was in. Now I had to make it through, and I didnât know how that was going to play out. The melody went on, uninterrupted, for Owen and Sadieâjust the addition of a drum tattoo under their linesâbut mine, mine had been on rest measures for months. And I didnât know for sure what it was going to sound like when it started again.
Neither of them had ever said I didnât have to do this. We all knew that it was true. We all knew that it would probably be easier if I didnât. But I was going to anyway. The fire on Manitoulin might have taken my hands, taken my musicâor at least the easy parts of itâbut it had left something behind. Forests burn all the time, dragon-caused or otherwise, and after, when the fire goes out, the plants and animals come back. The dead things, the unnecessary things, are gone, and life begins anew.
That wasnât exactly what happened to me, but it was close. What grew up in the space where the fire had burned was a sense of obligation. Before, I had only wanted to protect my home. After Manitoulin, I realized that things far away from Trondheim could be just as devastating as a local infestation of corn dragons. We needed oil and sugar and wood and potash. And while the island burned, I had discovered that I was one of those people who was willing to pay the price for them.
âIâm worried too.â It was the first time I had said it out loud. âBut weâre in this together.â
âThatâs what I told him.â Sadieâs smile didnât quite reach her eyes.
âWhat if they assign us to different places?â Owen said.
âThey canât,â I said. âWell, they can with Sadie. But you and I come as a pair.â
âYou need Sadie too,â he said softly. âI canât French braid.â
I had taken to wearing my hair down. It was simple enough to comb and mercifully stayed mostly straight. When we were patrolling, playing soccer, or on the training field, Sadie braided it for me. I couldnât even do a simple ponytail anymore.
âThen Iâll shave my head,â I told him. âWeâll match and everything.â
The uniform requirements for Oil Watch recruits were a bit more extreme than they were for regulars, largely because of the increased chance of burning. Lottie and Hannah had both shaved their heads while they were on their toursâIâd seen the photosâthough Catalina, Owenâs mother, had opted for the more complicated protective helmet.
âSiobhan,â he said, âyou canât joke about this forever.â
âIâm not joking,â I told him. âI am going to do this. And it is going to suck. But thatâs not going to stop me.â
âTell you what,â Sadie said. âWeâll borrow my dadâs clippers and do it before we leave.â
âWe?â I protested. Sheâd been planning to wear the helmet.
âSure,â she said. âIf you can make drastic decisions, then so can I. Weâll do it tomorrow, after school.â
Owen and I exchanged a glance. Our telepathy had improved dramatically since weâd met. I could tell he was thinking that there was no point in arguing with Sadie, and he knew that I was thinking it was his fault for dating her.
âFine,â I said. âTomorrow. Now can we please go into the backyard and hit things?â
âYes,â Sadie said, and gestured to the floor in front of her.
I sat between her knees, and if we cried while she braided my hair for one last time, none of us were rude enough to mention it.
REAL PIE
In hindsight, we probably should have waited to shave our heads until after Owenâs last interview with the local newspaper. Emily was annoyed. She liked having first dibs on releasing any news about us to the world at large. Sheâd had to give up most of