never been driven to such unrestrained insanity during sex as I have with Julian. He has complete mastery over my body, my mind, and my spirit. I feel this growing connection between us each time we have sex. I feel an unseen tie developing between us that words can’t describe, but that many have called “being one.”
I’ve never felt this connect ion with Derek but with Julian this growing connection is what is convincing me that Julian is my soul mate. I feel so increasingly convinced that if I were ever to be with Derek again, no matter what he did, I wouldn’t want to have sex him.
My love for Julian is so extreme , that he takes up and consumes my heart and mind entirely and so completely that there is no room for another man. I hope Julian feels the same way about me.
I stand up and turn around to face Julian, who smiles warmly. A wave of joy comes upon me. Julian grabs my hand and pulls me out of the hot tub. “Comes let’s take a shower and get ready for dinner.”
The wave of intense relaxation I feel makes my knees wobbly, and I hold onto Julian for support as I follow behind him into the large, glass shower with enough room for six people.
Julian runs the shower, and grabs a bottle of body wash. He rubs sufficient amounts of body wash on every part of my body, lathering it up with his hands, massaging it into my skin, and positioning me directly under the shower head, letting the water wash away the lather. I just stand there, savoring Julian’s firm hands all over me, thoroughly washing every part of my body.
When Julian begins lathering my rear end, he spends extra time lathering and massaging, and I sense that’s one of his favorite body parts on me.
I grab the bottle of body wash and place a blob of body wash into the palm of my hand. I smooth it over Julian’s broad shoulders, firm chest, and toned stomach—a defined eight-pack. I massage the body wash over him, lathering it up against his stomach, savoring the feel of his steel abdominal muscles.
I suddenly feel so turned on and want him to take me again. I’ve become insatiable for Julian. I could fuck him all day long! If only this man didn’t have such incredible power to arouse me with everything he is and everything he does.
I look up into Julian ’s blazing eyes and I feel as if my heart stops. Julian eyes are such an intense, bright blue, and the look he gives me takes me back to the first day we met, to the first time we saw each other. I recall how ruthlessly he pursued me.
“I love you,” Julian whispers. I melt at his words.
“I love you too,” I respond, thinking about inviting him to fuck me again. I am already tingling down below, this time wanting him to take me in missionary so I can touch and savor the firmness of his muscular body as he moves on top of me and fucks me.
I finish lathering his stomach. Julian moves directly under the shower head and the lathery soap is washed away, revealing his deeply tanned skin and muscles. I have a chance to admire his firm, toned body, glistening with wetness.
He moves away from the water and lets me lather up his back. I work the body wash onto his upper and lower back and savor the feel of every bulge of muscle on his back. I am burning with desire for Julian.
A s I smooth my hands along his back, an overwhelming feeling of love overtakes me, and I feel myself get emotional. I concentrate my lathering efforts on Julian’s upper back and realize that his powerful body must have taken years of strict training to build. He’s not bulky, just perfectly cut, toned, firm, and sculpted into the shape of a champion martial artist. I recall the day he fought for me against Derek with such skill and strength that I know I will always be safe with Julian.
Julian turns around to face me, position s himself under the shower head and lets the water wash away the foam from his back. I stare at him in awe as the water drips off his angular, handsome face. He pulls me under the shower