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    Nicole
    I was half surprised to find that the room I was being held in had a bathroom. I rushed through the doorway to take the longest pee in the history of America. I avoided the mirror that hung on the wall, I didn’t want, nor did I need to see the hot mess I was. I felt dirty, filthy from what Jax made me do. I didn’t even want to picture the fucked up shit he had in store for me. But now that Jeremy, Hunter and Derrick are here, who the fuck knows what will happen. If Jeremy had only listened, and let me handle shit, we’d be all right and Jeremy would be safe.
    Leaving the Condemned Angels wasn’t something I whole-heartedly wanted to do, but it was something that needed to be done. I have grown up and into that MC, those men are my family. Hell, I grew up with Roxy, and there wasn’t a moment I couldn’t remember without them. When shit hit the fan with my Mom and Dad, Moretti was there for me. In fact, the entire MC family was there for me. Hospital visits from when I OD’d, rehab was arranged and paid for, visitors every weekend, holidays, graduation- I had the entire group there. They had multiple chapters come in to see Roxy and I in our cap and gowns. They’ve seen me grow, fall, recover, and succeed.
    Jeremy had saved me from myself, and for that, I owed it to him, his family, and the MC to do the right thing and give myself over. I wasn’t going to let my sperm donor ruin my true family. They were all I had left in this world. A hard pounding at my door abruptly interrupted my thoughts. Before I knew it, the door swung open.
    “Nikki?” I heard Jax sing out into the tiny room. In here, you stupid motherfucker. Sighing, I took a deep breath and met him in the bedroom.
    “What do you want?” I grumbled at him, crossing my arms across the front of my body, feeling incredibly uncomfortable after today’s earlier events.
    “I have something for you.” My heart jumped and my pulse sped up . Jeremy?
    “Awe, look at how cute you look, thinking I actually brought you something you wanted.”
    “Fuck off.” I turned my back to him. Jax’s heavy boots clunked on the floor as he made his way to me. I felt his body so close to mine, his large frame against my petite body. My hair was swept away from my neck, and over my other shoulder, exposing my neck to him.
    “Don’t be mad at me.” His tattooed hand gripped my waist and his lips hit the curve of where my neck and shoulder met. I shrugged away from him and rotated on my heel.
    “Fuck you. Don’t touch me, you sick fuck! I’m your sister, for cryin’ out loud!” I sneered at him.
    “So fucking what? Nina and I, we are very close. You and I may be related in some way or another, but Christ, look at you!” His vibrant blue eyes scanned my body.
    “Fuckin’ disgusting. What about your Old Lady? Doesn’t she get jealous when you fuck your sister on the side?”
    “Nah, it’s an agreement we have and that she respects. Maybe your Old Man has the same agreement with you?”
    “Ha, you’re funny. That’s the biggest fucking joke I’ve ever heard.” I laughed out loud, only to have Jax push me up against the bathroom door. I squared my body up to his.
    “You’re a Devil now, the only Old Man you’ll have is me. So you’re going to see a whole new kind of world, little girl.” Jax roughly cupped my cheek as he slowly licked my lips. I had to fight to keep the bile down in my throat. He released his grip and trailed his hand down the side of my body, palming my left breast, and jiggling it roughly.
    “God damn, you taste so sweet, so innocent. I can’t wait to fucking ruin you.” Jax chuckled as he turned and walked away from me. “Oh, and by the way, Eva will be by to give you clothes, you’ll be performing tomorrow. Get your rest, because you’ll have one hell of an audience.” The door slammed behind him, causing me to jump.
    “Fuck.” My head hung as tears burned my eyes. I want to go home.

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