driverâs-side door of her car.
âNo!â she screamed.
He turned his head, catching sight of her behind the hedge.
She straightened, showing him the cell phone. An emergency operator had already responded to her call. âPlease,â she said, begging for help. Begging for her life. For her babyâs life.
The neighborhood was quiet, but it wasnât deserted. There were people in the nearby houses, cars on the street. Felix took off at a brisk pace, choosing not to murder her in front of dozens of possible witnesses.
He rounded the corner and disappeared.
She woke up in a cold sweat, his cruel face etched in her memory. The police had never found the loan shark whoâd killed her husband. He was a cold-blooded criminal in a mafia organization and a very real threat to her.
The nightmare came less frequently now, over a year later. But it still had the power to set her nerves on edge.
Rising from the bed, she changed clothes, donning a pair of jean shorts and a white tank top. Judging by thebright sunshine and absent marine layer, it was going to be another unseasonably warm day.
The girls were on winter break for another week, and sheâd promised them a trip to the beach. In her old life, sheâd have gone shopping on the day after Christmas. Her world had changed so much that she didnât miss spending money. And she certainly didnât miss the credit card bills or the arguments with John.
When they first met, his success had impressed her. Sheâd grown up in a financially unstable household, so it was comforting to date someone rich. Heâd spoiled her with expensive gifts and told her to never worry about a thing.
A few years after they got married, his career took a nosedive and their relationship followed suit. He hid his gambling addiction from her and lied about his whereabouts. Soon the facade came tumbling down.
If he hadnât been murdered, sheâd have filed for divorce. Heâd refused to face their problems and never acknowledged that he needed help.
He wouldnât let her in.
Johnâs death hadnât been easier to deal with because sheâd fallen out of love with him. Failing marriage or not, Leah had depended on him. Heâd abandoned them and left her to pick up the pieces, and she still resented him for it.
Leah made breakfast for the girls, who couldnât wait to walk down to the shore. Theyâd been in this house for several months, and although the beach was only two blocks away, they hadnât spent much time there.
âCan we wear our suits?â Mandy asked.
âI suppose,â Leah said, smothering a surge of anxiety. Both girls had taken swimming lessons, but they were small, and the Pacific Ocean was dangerous. âWeâre just going to get our feet wet.â
That was good enough for them. While they ran to their room to don their bathing suits, Leah packed a bag with snacks, drinks and towels. She didnât have any beach toys, so she grabbed her gardening tools and put them in a small plastic bucket.
When they were ready, she ushered the kids outside, locked the door and set the alarm behind her. Brian was in his driveway, scrubbing down his work truck with a long brush. He was wearing gray cargo shorts and a faded red T-shirt.
She couldnât ignore him like she used to, so she waved hello.
âWhat are you girls up to?â he asked with an easy smile, turning off the water faucet.
âWeâre going to the beach!â Alyssa said.
His eyes traveled along Leahâs legs, which hadnât seen the light of day, or felt the heat of a manâs gaze, in a long time. âMy favorite place,â he said, clearing his throat. He winked at Mandy. âHave fun.â
She expected one of her daughters to invite him along. When they didnât, Leah urged them forward, feeling like sheâd dodged a bullet. But every step she took away from him made her insides twist with