doctorâs property. It might have been mud season in Vermont, but at Doc Winstonâs, the forsythia bloomed and the green grass made a soft mat under my boots.
A stone wall, taller than I was, wrapped around Doc Winstonâs land. He had a pond stocked with goldfish, and gardens, and a forest of pine trees. Our place and most of Mr. Cobbâs would fit inside Doc Winstonâs walls. He even had a scrolly gate at the end of his driveway.
Sable and I didnât have enough time to explore half of it before Pap had finished.
âThatâs a fine dog you have,â Doc Winston said, admiring Sable as he walked out with Pap toward the truck. Sable shot across the grass, smooth and sleek, chasing a rabbit.
âSheâs good company, all right,â Pap answered, squinting after her. âItâs a shame we canât keep her.â
âOh?â Doc Winston asked.
âShe wanders sometimes,â Pap said.
Pap whistled and Sable stopped chasing the rabbit. She turned and thundered over, coming to sit on the grass between me and Pap, panting.
âWanders?â Doc Winston asked. âCouldnât you put in a fence?â
I looked at Pap.
Pap shook his head. âA fence big enough for this dog? Yours would do fine, but youâve seen her run, Doc. It wouldnât be fair, shutting a dog like this up in anything smallerâ¦â Papâs voice trailed off. Iâd watched Pap play cards with Mr. Cobb and all. Something about the way Pap talked to Doc Winston felt like cardplaying.
âI can see sheâd work wonders keeping down the rabbit population. She any good as a watchdog?â Doc Winston asked.
âSure is,â Pap answered. âShe knows how to keep her eye on things, doesnât she, Tate?â
I had a real uneasy feeling about what was happening here.
âLook, if youâre really thinking about giving her up,â Doc Winston said, âI might take her.â
Something twisted inside me.
âWould you?â Pap asked.
âPap!â
âListen, Tate,â Pap said. âWe couldnât find a better home for her than here.â
âIâve been thinking about getting another dog. Itâs been years since we lost Damon,â Doc Winston said.
Pap nodded.
âYou wouldnât need to worry about her, Tate,â Doc Winston told me. âAnd you could come back to visit her anytime.â
Black specks floated in front of my eyes. Come back to visit her! She was my dog!
âWhat do you think, Sable?â Doc Winston asked, stooping down. âYou want to stay? Youâd have a good home here. Plenty room to run.â
I turned and glared at Pap.
Sable sat panting softly in the green grass, surrounded by Doc Winstonâs land. She held her sleek brown head high, gazing into the distance.
âGood dog,â Doc Winston said, running an admiring hand down her.
I couldnât watch anymore. I ran to Papâs truck and slammed myself inside.
Pap had planned on leaving Sable here all along.
Pap poked his head inside the truck cab. âCome say good-bye to her, Tate.â
I bit my lip and swallowed. âNo, sir,â I said.
As we backed out of the driveway, Sable trotted along beside us. Her head tilted to one side as Doc Winston closed the gate, locking her in. When we disappeared around the corner, Sable started barking like crazy.
I squeezed against my side of the truck cab, digging my fingernails into my palms.
The muscles worked up and down in Papâs jaw, but he kept on driving.
7 / The Empty Bed
I shut myself up in my room and wouldnât come out. Right about then I hated Mam and Pap. I really did.
âWhy donât you see how Papâs doing in the shop?â Mam said, coming into my room that evening after supper, a supper I had refused to eat.
âI donât care to,â I answered.
Mam looked like she wanted to argue, but then she changed her mind and went