canât bear accordion music. Iâll leave restaurants if a strolling accordionist approaches my table. And I hate family gatherings if Belindaânow a music teacherâis coaxed into playing her fatherâs accordion.
As our car passed the Bronx Zoo, I wished I could touch the green gate. Kevin had told me the gate felt warmer in winter. âWarmer than pavement and rocks. Because itâs made of copper. And copper is warm and stays red beneath the green.â Across from the zoo, the black spikes of the Botanical Garden fence filed past us, a thousand warriors with a thousand lances, and as I turned for one more glance at the zoo gate, I decided to draw a picture of it, not green, but red with smoke all around it.
âI must have been crazy to recommend Malcolm for that job,â my father said. âCrazy to believe him when he said he was ready to start over.â
âNot crazy,â my mother said. âGenerous.â
âCrazy crazy crazyâ¦â With each âcrazyâ his right palm slapped the steering wheel.
âGenerous. You got him the job because youâre generous by nature. And with those broken arms, he couldnât go back to roofing for a while. Besides, he comes across as polite, because with that accent he sounds like a butler from the movies. People misjudge him.â
âHe sells from an empty pushcart. A scungilli, thatâs what he is. A bottom feeder.â
âAlso very handsome.â
âMalcolm Edmunds? Handsome?â
âQuite gorgeous, actually. Heâll get another job roofing.â
âBecause heâs gorgeous?â Smoke curled from my fatherâs nostrils.
âBecause roofing is the only thing heâs good at. Agile and daringâ¦thatâs why he always finds someone to hire him after he gets fired.â
âItâs not the only thing heâs good at,â I said. âHe can whistle whole songs without stopping for air.â
âAnd where would we all be without that talent?â my father asked.
âToo generous,â my mother murmured and stroked the band of neck above my fatherâs brown collar.
I could feel their quarrel yield to tenderness. It often was like that between them; thatâs why I believed nothing really bad could ever happen in my family.
He leaned into her palm. âYour hands are cold.â
âSoâ¦want me to stop then?â
âDonât you dare.â
As she tilted her head toward him, I saw where her left eyebrow, black near the bridge of her nose, changed abruptly to white. It had been two colors since birth, and my father liked to say that what saved my mother from being too perfect was that left eyebrow. With her black hair and pale skin, the contrast was startling, making her only more beautiful.
âIâll get someone to check out the car heater,â he said as we passed the marquee of the Globe Theater.
âCan we afford it?â
âSoon.â When her fingers kept moving across the back of his neck, he turned his face to kiss the inside of her wrist, the shadow of his beard blue below his jaw, and I felt a sudden and wild joy.
âSo then,â she said, âwill you marry me, Victor?â
I loved it when he replied, âBut I already did, mia cara, remember?â Once again, he kissed her wrist.
My mother laughed. âIâve been thinking about the twinsâ names. Ever since Floria met Malcolm, sheâs been mumbling âbastardâ all day long. Picking names for them that start with B gave her a way to cover that up. BaBelinda. BaBianca.â
âNot in front of the boy, Leonora.â
But already I was trying out my cousinsâ names: âBaBelindaâ¦BaBiancaâ¦Baââ
âAnthony,â my father said sternly. His hands covered the entire top of the steering wheelâwider than Uncle Malcolmâs hands with their long wrists and fingers that could fix a