âI spent the day in detention.â I read from the slip: â âFor a profane outburst during an assembly.â â I walk around the chair and try to hand the slip to Mom, but she doesnât take it. I fidget with the paper. Now what do I do? âMarcus, could you please finish your dinner in the kitchen?â Dad Shanahan growls. âAnd close the door behind you.â Marcus carries his plate into the next room. The door clicks shut but the Shanahans still donât say anything. I canât remember it ever being this quiet in here. My eyes dart around the room. Mom slowly sips her tea as Dad takes another bite of garlic bread. The skin on the back of my neck grows clammy. I rock back and forth, shifting my weight from foot to foot, waiting for the Shanahans to make the next move. Itâs like being locked in solitary confinement with your executioners. I clear my throat and mumble, âHeadmaster Boyle couldnât suspend me since classes havenât technically started, but I lost privileges until school begins next Monday.â Nothing. Not even a nod. My heart speeds up. âIâm sorry,â I blurt out. âBut it sucked the way they screwed your daughter. Laney deserved to be a Pillar more than anyone.â I slide the detention slip onto the table next to Mom Shanahanâs plate. âIâll make myself a sandwich and take it to my room.â I try to circle past her, but she pulls out Laneyâs empty chair to block my path. When she stands up, I cower at whatâs coming. Mom Shanahan can give a real earful. But she doesnât. She puts her hand on my shoulder, presses me into Laneyâs seat, and cuts me a massive piece of lasagna. âWhat Principal Boyle doesnât know wonât hurt him,â she whispers. I blink a few times. When I finally look over at Dad, he breaks out into this huge grin and winks at me. My shoulders relax and I let out a breath. Itâs then I realize Iâm eating off of Delaneyâs clean plate. âSo where is Laney? Didnât she eat?â Mom nods toward the doorway. âShe hasnât left her room since she got home this afternoon. Maybe you could talk to her when youâre done with chores.â I practically choke on my mouthful. âMan, she must be pretty bad off if youâre sending me to her room. Youâre such a Nazi about boys in there. Youâre going to disengage all the booby-traps, arenât you?â Dad Shanahan smiles. âWe can turn off the electric fence for one night.â
After dinner and chores, I wash up and knock on Laneyâs door. No answer. I knock again. A shaky voice says, âI told you, Iâm not hungry.â âItâs Talan. Open up.â The door creaks open and two bloodshot eyes appear. âI donât feel like seeing anybody right now.â I put my hand on the doorframe and lean in. âYour mom and dad sent me to check on you.â Shock waves appear above her eyebrows. âWithout a chaperone?â She peeks into the hall and looks around. âNo guard dog? Not even pepper spray? They must really be worried about me. Tell them to call off the suicide watch. Iâm fine.â âI know. But let me in anyway.â I squeeze past her and wander around. âI want to see what your room looks like with the lights on.â I lift an empty pint of cookie-dough ice cream off her desk. âI thought you werenât hungry.â She forces a half-smile. âThat was medicinal.â âWell anyhow, Iâm sorry about the Pillars.â I sit on her bed. âThat whole thing was bullshit.â âSo I heard.â Her half-smile blooms to a full one. âThe whole school heard, actually.â She slides next to me on the mattress. âWhat was that about anyway? Were you defending me or something?â âNo! I ⦠I just hate Cameron Moore.â I rub my neck.