room.
âNo oneâs saying it does,â Dad assures me.
âBut the van was empty,â says Mom.
âThereâs seventeen apartments in that building,â I say. âSome of them have four or five people in them.â I try to do the math and figure out how many potentially guilty parties that makes. Iâm no good at math.
âThe police have been able to make contact with them and theyâve all been able to account for what they were doing. All except . . .â
I didnât do it.
âThe police havenât been able to contact Carter,â says Dad. âHeâs not answering his phone. If heâs in his apartment, heâs not opening the door.â He leans forward in his chair, making a gun with his hand. âRemember that Law & Order episode where Briscoe decided there were exigent circumstances and he didnât need a warrant to gain access to the perpâs house? That could happen here. They could just break in.â
âNo oneâs breaking in,â says Mom. âWeâre not anywhere near the stage where anyoneâs considering pressing charges. I just think . . . has Carter made contact with you at any time today?â
I need to be very careful how I respond to this. If I pick a fight with my parents over their lack of faith in Strike, which I sort of want to do, it will create a situation where they feel competitive with him and theyâll want toprove how responsible and protective they are. Which will result in me being watched a lot more closely. If I indulge in a hysterical foot-stamping tantrum, theyâll think heâs been overindulging meâmaybe spoiling me with stolen gifts? I canât be seen to defend him too aggressively. All I can fall back on is the one emotion that Iâm honestly feeling right at this moment: confusion.
âI donât understand,â I say. âWhy would he . . . I mean, he has that rug business . . . I donât understand . . . This must be a coincidence . . . Will you tell me if the police find out anything?â
Mom bridges the two-cushion gap between us and tries to my ease my distress with a soothing hug.
âOf course we will. And if Carter calls you, youâll let us know immediately?â
Dad hauls himself up from the depths of his leather chair. He sits on the arm of the couch stroking my hair.
âAnd maybe from now on, when you go over to his place, one of us should come with you.â
Say nothing.
I let my legitimately concerned parents continue to hug and stroke me. Strikeâs innocent. I know Strikeâs innocent. Iâm pretty sure Strikeâs innocent. Why would he steal software from one of my momâs vans? He wouldnât. Unless he hadnât moved on. Unless he was stillknee-deep in secret spy business. Why would he send me those texts unless he knew he was going to be accused of something? Unless he really wanted me to believe he had nothing to with it.
Unless, unless, unless . . .
CHAPTER FIVE
Mildly Liked
âR eally, Bridget? Really? How much more awesome? How much bigger and better? Do you have a chocolate fountain made of gold?â
Casey Breakbushâs face is bright red, her eyes are wild, her hair is perfect. Her two constant companions, Kelly Beach and Nola Milligan, purse their lips, put their hands on their hips, and shake their heads in synchronized disapproval. Caseyâs face is inches from mine. I hear her breathe. She sounds like she just ran a mile. Except the energy she would have devoted to that, sheâs using to hate me. And I donât know why.
Iâve been in school approximately ninety-six seconds. I have not looked at nor spoken to anyone. My thoughts, up until this second, have been exclusively focused on the elusive Carter Strike, who, since yesterdayâs alarming texts, has remained off the radar.
âWhy, Bridget?â Casey is revving up again. âFor what? What does it get