University and the pub down the street, but not the student she wanted to see.
She wasnât entirely sure why she wanted to see him.
She hated him for his pretentiousness and his arrogance. She hated him for being an engineer, for being a student at the University. She hated him for the automaton and his money. She loathed him, but she equally admired him. He was everything she was not and everything she wanted to be.
The bell above the pawnshop door tinkled, and Tolly came out onto the landing. âPa said you need to clean the display cases. Theyâre smudged.â
Petra released a heavy sigh and glanced over her shoulder. âIâll be in shortly. Just give me a minute.â
âIs everything all right?â asked Tolly, plopping down beside her. âYouâve been awfully distracted lately.â
Petra only nodded. A rickshaw rattled down the road, followed by a trail of black smoke puffing from the stack. Several steam vents flew open and cleared the noxious fumes from the street.
âDo you want to talk about it?â he asked.
She wrapped her arms around her legs and rested her chin on her knees. She released a puff of air, blowing her bangs away from her eyes. âNot with you .â
âStill upset about the University, then?â He leaned back against the stairs and looked up the street toward the gleaming towers on the other side of the city. âI donât know what you expected, Pet. Youâre a girl. You donât belong there.â
She just shook her head. It wasnât even about the University anymore, or the Guild. All she could think about was the automatonâÂand its engineer. She wished she could disassemble the machine, discover the secrets of its hidden controls, find out what exactly made it tick, what prompted the Guild to purchase its design for such a large sum of money.
She needed to know.
But Tolly wouldnât understand that. He would never understand.
He didnât want to.
Petra turned on him. âIs there something else you wanted?â
Tolly shrugged. âJust thought Iâd ask how you were.â
âAs if you actually care,â she snapped, suddenly angry. âDonât pretend, Tolly. Iâm not stupid. I know what you think of me, what you think of my tinkering. And Iâm tired of hearing it. Iâm tired of listening to you tell me over and over that Iâm never going to be an engineer, that Iâm not one of them, that I donât belong.â Her throat tightened as anger filled her up inside. âWell I do belong. And one day, Iâll be there,â she said, pointing up the street. âIâll be the best of them, and then youâll see.â
âRight.â He rolled his eyes and stood. âWell until then, you have some counters to clean, so hop to it.â He vanished back into the shop, the door slamming behind him.
Petra hugged her knees, gritting her teeth as she focused on the University, its brass walls gleaming in the afternoon sun. She meant it. Someday, she would be one of them, and then the whole world would see.
The shop door banged open, slamming against the brick wall as burly, snarling Mr. Monfore stepped onto the landing, Petraâs broom perched on his shoulder. Swinging the broom around, he smacked her in the side with the bristles.
âGet up off them steps, girl. You have cleaning to do.â
Petra clenched her hands into fists as rage boiled in her stomach, rising up her chest and into her throat. The hairs on the back of her neck prickled. âI said Iâd be in shortly.â
Monfore pointed through the doorway. âYou get in there and cleanâ now âÂor Iâll have your wages docked for the day. I donât pay you to dawdle.â He flung the broom down the stairs and stalked back into the shop.
Petra sucked in a deep breath, held it, counted to five, and slowly exhaled. She ought to break the broom over his