âWould you like a chance to address them?â
I said that depended on what âaddress themâ meant.
Ms. Nicols smiled. âIt means, would you like to tell everybody once and for all whether they are going to be invited?â
âBut I donât know yet!â I said. âAll Aunt Jen told me is sheâs doing her best.â
âI see,â Ms. Nicols said. âWell, itâs up to you. But Iâm afraid itâs going to become a distraction if you donât say something.â
I looked at my toes. âI guess I could say
something
.â
âGood,â Ms. Nicols said. âIâll call on you after the bulletin.â
At first when I found out The Song Boys were coming, I thought it was the best thing that ever happened. Now it was more like the worst thing. I hate to talk in front of the class. And it doesnât help that people expect me to be good at it.
Just because my mom is good at something, does it mean I have to be?
I listened to the bulletin, wishing it would go on forever. But like always it ended after the cafeteria menu.
âAnd now, class,â Ms. Nicols said, âCameron wishes to address us. Cameron?â
Standing up, I heard a rude noise from a desk in back. Nate. At least I hoped so.
âUh . . . so I know everybodyâs hoping they can come to the White House to see The Song Boys on Saturday . . .,â I started.
Nate interrupted: âNot me! I hate The Song Boys.â
âNathan?â Ms. Nicols said. âCould you let your cousin have her say, please?â
Now I was even more nervous. âUh . . . but the thing is thereâs something called security clearances, and thatâs whyââ
âCameron?â Now Ms. Nicols interrupted. âCould you explain that, please? Not everyone has had the experience of living in the White House.â
A couple of people giggled.
I took a deep breath, and then I said how a security clearance means the Secret Service makes surepeople visiting the White House arenât planning to hurt anything.
âAnd it takes a while for the Secret Service to do that, and then if thereâs a problem, uh . . . well, that person canât come,â I said. And then I sat down.
âWait just a moment, Cameron. Is there a problem?â
Unhappily, I stood back up. At this rate Saturday would come and go with me still standing in front of the class. âI donât think so,â I said. âBut Aunt Jen told me not to bug her about it. She and Mrs. Silver will let everyone know at the same timeâand she promises that will be as soon as possible.â
Ms. Nicols thanked me and saidâfinallyâI could sit back down. âSo now I hope everyoneâs questions about Saturday are answered,â she said brightly, âand we can move along with our day!â
Ms. Nicols may be the education professional, and I may be the ten-year-old. But even I knew âmove-along-with-our-dayâ was not going to happen.
And it didnât.
I wonât torture you with details. But maybe you have had a birthday party and your mom let you invite five people, and everybody was talking about who wasnât going? Or maybe you got the lunchbox or the music player or the bicycle everybody wanted, and now theyâre saying youâre spoiled? Or maybe a friend decided he didnât like you anymore, and now his friends wonât sit with you at lunch?
Well, pretend all those things happened on the same day, multiply that times a hundred, and add in one cousin who spends the whole day insulting your friendsâ taste in music. Thatâs what Wednesday was like for me.
At three ten when we were packing our backpacks to go home, Courtney tried to make me feel better.
âI still like you, Cammie,â she said. âAnd even if I donât get invited, I will still still like you.â
âThank