Freddie, the party was running out. But the party was still there; it was still her party. She went on about the party, smiling, being a hostess. Her lips tired, forming the smile. Her voice tired, saying nothing gaily; her mind tired, straining for a familiar voice from the foyer. Not many were coming, now.
âI am sorry,â Mrs. North was saying. âItâs a lovely party, but we do have toââ Mrs. Northâs voice stopped. It started again. âYouâre worried, Mrs. Haven,â Pam North said. âArenât you? Somethingâs happened?â
âIââ Freddie began, and almost went on, because there was so much reality, so much friendliness, in Mrs. Northâs question. But then she only smiled and shook her head.
âIâm sorry,â Pam North said. âOf course it isnât. Jerry says Iââ Then, in turn, she stopped, and smiled and shook her head.
âItâs a lovely party,â Mrs. North said after that. âWe hate to leave, but Iâm afraidââ She left the sentence unfinished and smiled again. Mr. North was beside them, and the admiral. The admiral looked at Freddie, quickly, worry on his face. She shook her head at him. She said, to Mr. and Mrs. North, the things a hostess says, and found, suddenly, that she meant them. She did not want this friendly slim woman, who so outdistanced you if you went from word to word, whose interest was so oddly bright and undisguised, to leave the party. But she walked with the Norths to the foyer and watched them go. The old year had less than half an hour left for its running out.
II
Friday, 11:35 P.M. to Saturday, 2:10 A.M.
Freddie turned back toward the living room, and Celia was waiting for her. Freddie changed her expression when she saw Celiaâs face, wiping the look of worry from her own. Celia was slender and very young, her blond hair hung rather long, almost to her shoulders. She had blue eyes which now sought reassurance.
âYouâre worried about Dad,â Celia said. âWhere is he, Freddie?â
âHeld up somewhere,â Freddie said, making her voice light, casual. âSeeing a politician about another politician.â
âSomewhere,â Celia repeated. âYou donât know, then? You havenât heard anything?â
âHeâs all right, Ce,â Freddie said. âNothing happens to the chief.â
âHowdie said that to you,â Celia told her. âBut I know Dad planned to be here. Early if anything. Iâm worried, Freddie. But Curt saysââ
âItâs nothing,â Freddie said, too quickly. âOf course itâs nothing, dear. Whatever Curt said is right. Howdieâs right.â
âHeâd telephone,â Celia Kirkhill said. âDad alwaysâalways remembers. Doesnât he?â
âNotââ Freddie began, and realized that would be wrong. âUsually,â she said. âBut heâs all right, Ce.â She made herself laugh. âAfter all,â she said, âweâve got to let him be late now and then, Ce. We canâtââ She raised her square white shoulders, let them fall, let them finish the sentence.
âCurt,â Freddie said then, glad of the chance, to a tall young man who came to stand beside Celia Kirkhill, to whom, as Freddie spoke, Celia turned instinctively, her face lighting. âYou havenât got a drink! Iâll get Watkins.â
She looked for Watkins, saw a maid with a tray of champagne glasses. It was almost time, then. Her head summoned the maid. âWhat time is it, Curt?â she said.
âTu-twenty minutes of,â Curtis Grainger said. He was tall and thin, his hair, blond as Celiaâs, was short, upstanding on his long head. âAlmost t-t-time.â
It was not exactly a stutter; it was a kind of hesitating, uneasily, on the brink of a word. Once, she supposed, Curtis Grainger must have