that was sufficient. That it be warm and have seating seemed reasonable. But anything else? He hadnât bothered. He assumed there would be time enough for all of that when he was settled. If he settled.
Besides which, he kept hoping he could someday just return to roaming, not having to worry about what people thought about him or what responsibilities he had.
It was momentarily terrifying, then, that Roseâs arrival meant he might have to lose those vagabond dreams forever.
And who would he be if he were just the duke?
At least his current excessesâthose antithetical to a responsible parentâwere limited to drinking and gambling and not nearly as much fornicating as before. He had occasional dalliances, but heâd found, in general, it was too much effort for too little reward to embark on affairs with society ladies. Two minutes and it was over, and then heâd have to make conversation. Not worth it.
The thought had crossed his mind that if it only lasted two minutes, perhaps he was doing it wrong, but he hadnât been intrigued enough by anyone to conduct any scientific experiments. Besides which, how embarrassing would it be if he was doing it wrong? When he got marriedâ if he got marriedâit would be too late for his wife to complain. Plus he assumed she wouldnât know, either.
Although if he could practice, perhaps with someone heâd just met . . .
No. Absolutely not. Drinking and gambling suited him just fine.
With that thought in mind, he strode over to the cart where this roomâs brandy was kept. No glasses; he vaguely recalled coming in here the night before to retrieve more for him and his guests. He shrugged, and raised the bottle to his mouth.
At which point the door was flung open and his new rigidly proper governess walked in, her expression reserved.
She was not here to help him refine his amatory activities, then. Pity.
âYour Grace,â she said, clasping her hands in front of her, and then her expression changed to one of exasperation. âI was justâoh, for heavenâs sake, just drink!â
Because he had frozen in mid-swallow, the bottle still tilted up, but his mouth had closed over the opening so no more liquid could travel down his throat.
At her words, he opened his mouth and the welcome burn of the spiritâunlike the unwelcome burn of his new employeeâs tone of voiceâtraveled down his gullet to nestle comfortably in his stomach.
He thought too late that drinking brandy straight from the bottle was probably not the habit of a respectable gentleman and father. Given that heâd only had a few hours being either, however, he thought he was doing rather well. Bottle-drinking notwithstanding.
He placed the now empty bottle down and looked more closely at her.
The severe hairstyle, the frown, the worn, ill-colored gown. No wonder she looked so glum.
He wondered what it would take to make her laugh. Or smile, even. A child needed laughter, did she not? He would just have to command her to laugh.
Which would probably go as well as when his aunts attempted to sober him up. Not in the way he needed it lately.
âMiss . . .â Damn, heâd forgotten her name.
âLily,â she supplied. Lily, of course, his garden of girls. Although this one was most definitely a woman, he corrected himself.
âLily,â he repeated. âWhat do you want?â He didnât mean to slip into his most arrogant tone of voice; if he were honest, he would have to admit that it just produced the quickest, easiest results. He wanted something, he announced his wants in that tone of voice, and usually within minutes he received it. That was true even before receiving his title. And being a duke meant never having to soften your tone.
Until now, at least.
âI am here, Your Grace,â she said tightly, âto speak with you about the child. About Rose.â When she said the girlâs name, her voice