strangers. He felt the doorknob, cool in his hand, and pulled it further open, thinking, I was fired today; the last thing I should be doing is making somebody elseâs job harder. âWhat the heckâ he said. âCome on in.â
The man followed Paul into the living room, closing the door behind him, and walked to the short sofa under the window that looked up Eighth Avenue. âMay I sit down for a moment?â he said.
âSureâ Paul said, sitting on the longer couch, diagonal to the man. The pizza had upset his stomach, and he was thinking of taking a couple of aspirin and letting himself turn into a TV zombie with the remote control in one hand and the glass of wine in the other. It was a rare indulgence, but sounded appealing; as soon as the salesman left. He added, âBut letâs try to get this over with quickly, ok?â
âOf courseâ the man said, with a glance to his clipboard. âThe first question is, âDo you believe in God?â
Paul remembered the evangelist on the street earlier and felt a flush of anger. âAre you from some church or cult?â
âOh, heavens noâ the man said, his brown eyes twinkling, smile lines showing around them. âThis is for the Wisdom School.â
The smile disarmed Paul. âWhatâs that?â
The man got a momentary faraway look in his eyes, then looked back at Paul. âEvery hundred years or so, when the secret seems the most lost, some people will step forward and share it again with the world. Thatâs our work.â
âSounds like a cult to me,â Paul said.
The man shrugged. âIâm not here to recruit you. You asked for this.â
âThatâs a joke.â
âNo,â the man said. âItâs serious. You asked right after you so deftly handled that evangelist on the street this morning.â
Paul thought back and felt a moment of disorientation as he remembered his half-whispered comment that he wished he knew the answers to the spiritual questions that had haunted him since childhood. He looked at the man and heard his own voice drop as he said, âYou were standing beside me on the street?â
âAfter a fashion,â the man said, smiling. His smile seemed so heartfelt and genuine, like Paul, when he was a child, had imagined Santa Claus would look.
âI donât get it,â Paul said. âThis is too weird, and Iâm thinking that no matter how hard door-to-door selling is, I shouldnât have let you in. You followed me here.â
âWell, yes, after I gave you a little bit of helpâ
âHelp?â
âSaving that little girl.â The manâs face turned serious.
âThat was a noble decision, Paul, but I could see that you werenât going to make it. And I saw that you were willing to give up your life to try. Thatâs what I saw, and I couldnât let that happen. So I decided to carry you acrossâ
Paul took a quick sip of his wine, and the memory of the experience in the intersection washed back over him. âYouâre the one who shoved me?â
âNo,â the man said, shaking his head. âI didnât shove you.â
âThen how did you help?â
âI picked you up and carried youâ
âYou what?â
âYou felt my arms under your chest and legs, didnât you?â
Paul paused, feeling out of breath, remembering the sensation of the strong arms holding him up and propelling him through the intersection. âBut I didnât see anything.â
Suddenly the couch was empty, and Paul gasped. There was a small depression in the cushion where the man had been sitting. âNor do you see anything now,â the manâs voice came from the air.
Paul looked at the empty sofa and considered the frightening possibility that working too hard, sleeping too little, and being fired had finally pushed him over the edge into total insanity. This