dull thumping as she waited for his response. A few hours one way or the other could make all the difference in the world.
The thing was, she didnât really know what answer she wanted to hear.
He scratched his chin. âVirgil did mention the café was nearly empty because it was after lunchâ¦â
âI see.â She sagged back in her seat, not sure whether she was relieved or disappointed.
Help me to see Your will in this, Father. Because right now, all I feel is confused and adrift .
âAnd just why does the time matter so much?â Jack asked, interrupting her silent prayer.
Callie dug in her handbag and pulled out a packet of papers. She stared at them for a moment, then held them out to him. âBecause, as youâll see if you look through these documents, your brother and I were married by proxy four days ago. At exactly ten oâclock in the morning.â
She gave him a humorless smile. âWhich means, since the ceremony occurred before the fire, I am indeed a widow without ever having met my husband.â
Chapter Four
A s he took the papers from her, Callie closed her eyes, trying to absorb the fact that she had become a widow without ever knowing what it meant to be a wife. Yes, it was true that Leland had meant this to be a marriage in name only, but she had secretly hoped that, given timeâ¦
Stop it! Callie gave herself a mental shake. She should be mourning the man, not the end of some foolish daydream.
More to the point was the fact that she no longer had a reason to be here.
Had she come all this way for nothing?
Heavenly Father, I thought this was Your answer to my prayers. But was I too impulsive yet again? Was this mere wishful thinking on my part rather than Your intent for me? Please, help me understand what it is You want me to do now.
The sound of rustling papers drew her attention back to her companion.
He leaned forward, pinning her with that intense gaze again.
Her skin prickled. Even though they were out in the open rather than closed up in a stagecoach, being alone with him suddenly felt much more dangerous than it had earlier.
âSo tell me,â he asked, âhow did this proxy marriage of yours come about?â
She bristled at his suspicious tone, forgetting her previous discomfort. Then she softened as guilt washed over her.
How could she sit here feeling sorry for herself while he dealt with such pain? He might seem gruff and overbearing, but how could she blame him? Heâd lost his family less than a week ago, and now he was confronted with a sister-in-law he hadnât realized existed until just a few moments ago.
At the very least he deserved an explanation, something to help him make sense of the situation.
No matter how humbling it might be for her to tell him the story.
âYour brother was in need of someone to help raise his daughter,â she said evenly. âAnd I wished to find a husband and household of my own. It was a mutually beneficial arrangement.
âAs for why we did it by proxyâ¦â She shrugged. âMy family wouldnât hear of my leaving Ohio without ironclad assurances that the wedding would actually take place, and this seemed the best solution.â
His eyes flashed with an emotion she couldnât identify. âForgive my bluntness, maâam, but why you? I mean, you just admitted the two of you never met. And, unless things around here have changed more than I realized, Iâm sure Lanny could have found a local girl more than willing to marry him and help raise Annabeth.â
She gave the edge of her bonnet a little tug. He was treading on uncomfortable territory. âYour brother isâwasâa good-hearted, God-fearing man. He was very open about the fact that he wasnât looking for, nor could he offer, a love match.â She brushed at an imaginary speck on her skirt. âHe loved Julia very much and was certain he would never feelthe same about