always having these strugglesâstop it, David!â She managed to catch hold of both of his wrists in one hand and they stood breathing heavily at one another, furious. Heatherâs right hand looked as if it wanted to smack the child.
âCouldnât he stay a bit?â suggested Oliver mildly. âItâs early yet, and he hasnât had any reading.â David looked from oneto the other judicially, wondering who would win, and saw Heather make a face at Oliver.
âOh, Ollie,
really,
â she said. âWhy suggest it? I did want to get him settled early. Iâve got Susan to feed, and I must change and do my face. Stanfordâs coming to dinner.â
âSurely you donât have to bother for him. Heâd think you marvellous whatever you looked likeâeven first thing in the morning.â
âDonât be silly,â she said, rather snappishly. âDavid, now look; are you coming without a fuss? Iâve had just about enough of you today. Youâve absolutely worn me out. I do think youâre an unkind little boy, when Iâve got so much to do.â
She made a great mistake, Oliver thought, in appealing to his better nature. It never worked. As Davidâs face began to go red again, he said: âWhy donât you go up and leave him here to keep me company? Iâll send him up when I get sick of him.â
âIf youâre sure he wonât be a pest. I wouldnât have said that David was the ideal company for someone with a bad heart.â She picked up the mug and carried the stool and chair back to their place under the wall table where the drinks were. âThereâs a piece of apple pie here for Evelynâif and when she deigns to come in. If she wants anything else, thereâs some cake in the big green tin. Tell her not to dare touch the fruit salad; itâs for tonight.â
As she was going out, she heard David say in what was meant to be a whisper: âCan I look under the sheet
now!
â
âIf youâre going to pester Uncle Oliver, youâll have to come up with me,â she told him.
âOnce,â he said, ignoring her. âI looked under Evieâs sheet, and there was a little dog in there, and a kitten.â
âHow cosy,â Oliver said.
âRevolting,â said Heather, and went out.
While he was reading to David, Oliver let his mind stray and thought about his younger sister. What would John think of her when he came home? He had not seen her for more than a year, and before that, only in infrequent snatches since they were married in the first year of the war. Oliver had seldom seen them together. It was an accepted thing that they were very much in love, so he supposed they were. When Heather was touchy, people nodded at each other as much as to say: âWe must make allowances for her. She misses John.â
John had not seen his wife in the full tilt of motherhood. He had never seen this baby that she overdressed, overwashed, overfed and generally overdid. The war had changed everybody,but Heather more than most. She still looked the same: baby-faced, a little too fat, primrose-coloured hair so curly that she pretended she would prefer it straight, always something jingling at her wristsâand now, of course, that little gold crucifix round her neck as wellâplump calves and small feet, but she never used to be so reckless and excitable. She was inconsistent too, fickle to her own personality. Sometimes, she was almost liquid with motherly love; at others, she was as shrill and exasperated as a slum mother boxing her childâs ears in the street. David never knew where he was with her. Sometimes she treated him like a grown-up, sometimes like a baby in arms, sometimes like a show-piece, sometimes almost like a juvenile delinquent.
She seemed permanently wound up, as if she had lost the ability to relax, even after the children were in bed. She would sometimes come