around the town and drank a couple of MGDs and went back to get my car out of the garage and drove uptown to the GW Bridge jest before rush hour. It was a cool day and the lights were all lit on the Palisades on the New Jersey side.
When I got back to my little apartment, I saw the message machine was lit. I rolled the tape and the only one on it was George.
âWhere the hell are you, Ryan? You suddenly pulling a doublecross on me? I thought we had a contract worked out, you son of a bitch, what am I doing here with paper in my hand, what am I, chopped liver?â
With that, the recording recorded a slam as in a phone being abused. Here Iâve been hanging around for three days and he decides to call me when Iâm hanging out in Manhattan. Fuck him.
Baltimore won the third game and advanced to the next round of the playoffs that night. I saw it on my 25-inch Mitsubishi. I turned in at eleven and George called me at one.
âSo whatâs going on, you trying to cut another deal for yourself?â
I mumbled. Itâs what I do at one in the morning.
âYou drunk, Ryan?â
âAre you, George? Itâs one oâclock.â
âWhy didnât you call me?â
âMiss Fosterâll tell you I called you twice, looking for my contract. I decided to take the afternoon off. Drove over to Manhattan and wandered around for a while.â
âYou were here? In the city? When I was here trying to reach you?â
His questions had a rising tone as though I lived in Venezuela and he was my best buddy and I had passed through New York without giving Mm a call. George gets away with his crazy act, of course, because heâs rich.
I decided not to say anything. After a moment of silence, George continued in a less-aggrieved tone of voice.
âI want to see you tomorrow morning in my office at ten.â
âYou got my contract, George?â
âWe can talk,â George said.
âWhat does that mean, George?â
âWe can talk. Youâre awfully anxious about that contract, Ryan.â
âGeorge, you offer me a contract for one year and I take it. So Iâm hanging around now because you wanted me to hang around and I now get the feeling maybe weâre not talking about a contract.â
âWhat makes you think that?â
âGeorge, Iâve got a mind to get in my car around dawn and just aim it for Texas,â I said.
âWhy? What have I said to make you do a thing like that? Itâs your fucking agent, Sid, that son of a bitch is trying to torpedo ââ
âGeorge, I havenât talked to Sid.â
âThen what is it?â
âItâs you, George. Itâs one in the morning, George.â
âLook, put Texas on hold until tomorrow at ten. In my office.â
âIn the ballpark.â
âNo, no, no. My office on Park.â
âYou gonna have the contract?â
âTrust me,â George said. âAnd nighty-night.â
He hung up and left me sitting there, wide awake. 1:21 A.M . I got up and went to the icebox and took out a can of Miller Genuine Draft beer and opened it. I took the beer to the window. It was only a studio, bet there was a sort of half-ass view of Manhattan and the bridge and the river. I do some of my best thinking there, looking at the city.
Sixteen years in the Bigs was a good career. The only way Iâd see Cooperstown was to buy a bus ticket, bet, what the hell, I was a major leaguer and there were a lot of boys whoâd played baseball and never got as far as Single A in the minors. I had a major league pension coming and wasnât a spendthrift, so a lot of money was in mutual funds and such. I wouldnât starve even if it turned out I couldnât sell Buicks. Charlene was talking about us opening up a healthy food fast-food restaurant, although I didnât know that most of Texas was ready for that just yet. We might jest have to go to Santa Fe on that one