she responded. âBut itâs bigger than that for me. Danielle and I are friends. And I know Danny. And Iâm running around with her dad?â
âWhen you put it that way, it doesnât sound so inviting for me, either,â Elliott said.
âLetâs get to the real point then,â Tamara said. âI like you. I do. Youâre very intriguing. The fact that youâre olderâmuch olderâhas not bothered me that much, until now. I need to know: what do you want from me? I mean, what do you really want from me? No bullshit. Why are you pursuing someone close to your daughterâs age?â
Elliott ordered champagne, and then he got right down to it.
âWhat do I want with you?â he started. âSex. Funââ
âDid you say sex?â Tamara jumped in, sounding insulted.
âIf youâre going to be in a grown-up situation, you canât be surprised that a man wants to engage in sex with you,â Elliott said. âIâm not trying to be your mentor on relationships or anything. We both have something to offer each other. But if you think Iâm not interested in sex with you, then youâre being naïve. Youâre pretty, sexy, smart, funâ¦why wouldnât I want to have sex with you?â
At twenty-five, Tamaraâs relationship experiences were far less than Elliottâs, but she had never heard a man (or boy) admit his sexual intentions. The funny part was that it turned her on. Hiscandor justified why she believed guys her age were not ready for her. She wanted something different from her girlfriends, something that would open her up and enlighten her. Grow her.
She wanted the truth.
Tamara shook her head while staring into his eyes. âI canât figure you out.â
âNo need to try,â Elliott responded. âWeâre all more complicated than we realize. Figuring me out would only confuse you.â
Tamara smiled.
âWhat I was going to say,â Elliott continued, âwas that besides sex, I want fun times, interesting conversation. I want to be taken out of my comfort zone, to have new experiences. I donât want to feel my age or do things people my age do. That, for me, is living my life.â
âSo what have you been doing up to this point?â Tamara asked. âSleeping?â
âSleepwalking,â Elliott said. âIn some cases sleepwalking, in some cases, strugglingâ¦Where do you want me to begin?â
âYou know what? Can we save this conversation for your house? I get the feeling youâre about to go in, and we should be chillinâ at your spot instead of around all these people.â
âIâm about to âgo in.â Is that what you said?â
âYes. It means, in this case, to get really deep,â she explained.
âSee, this is what Iâm talking about,â Elliott said. âYou can keep me up-to-date and I can show you old-fashioned things. Balance. Iâm not young and hip, but I like to be around young and hip people.â
âBut why?â Tamara asked.
âBecause it keeps my spirit young,â he said.
Tamara had no response, and after several minutes of chatterabout passersby and her birthday, they made their way to Elliottâs car and took the five-minute drive to his high-rise condo in the W Hotel in downtown Atlanta.
âYou live here , at the hotel?â she said, trying but failing to conceal her amazement.
âThere is a resident portion to this place, too,â he said, trying and succeeding at sounding unimpressed with his digs.
They took the elevator up to the twenty-seventh floor, where Elliott opened the door to his condo that had a breathtaking view of the Atlanta skyline, and beyond, via floor-to-ceiling windows. Tamara was mesmerized.
Elliott threw the keys on a table and offered her a drink.
âWhatever you have will be fine,â she said.
He lit some scented candles