wouldnât have a life like everyone elseâs. Has anyone ever seen a snotnose kid stop eating one day because there are people in the world going hungry? I didnât believe it, right? He had his soup and left the rest. And at night he had his bread. Zoilita, Alicia, and I would tease him: âYou gorge yourself when no one can see you, you trickster.â But it turned out that wasnât so. Thatâs all he ate. And if he was like that as a kid, why wouldnât he be the way he was when he grew up?â
âDid you see And God Created Woman , with Brigitte Bardot?â asked Vallejos, changing the subject. âI saw it yesterday. Long legs, so long they come right out of the screen. Iâd like to go to Paris someday and see Brigitte Bardot in the flesh.â
âShut up and dance.â Alci had just gotten loose from Pepote and was tugging Vallejos out of his chair. âIâm not going to spend the whole night dancing with this lug. Itâs like dancing with a leech. Come on, a mambo.â
âA mambo!â the lieutenant intoned. âTerrific! A mambo!â
A minute later, he was spinning like a top. He was a good dancer: he moved his hands, he knew trick steps, he sang. He inspired the others, who began to form wheels, conga lines, change partners. Soon the room was a whirl that left you dizzy. Mayta got up and pushed his chair against the wall to give the dancers more space. Would he ever dance like Vallejos? Never. Compared with Mayta, even Pepote was an ace. Smiling, Mayta remembered how he always felt like a Neanderthal whenever he had to dance with Adelaida, even the easiest dances. It wasnât his body that was awkward; it was that timidity, modesty, visceral inhibition that came from being so close to a woman that turned him into a bear. Thatâs why he had decided not to dance unless forced into it, as when cousin Alicia or cousin Zoila made him, which could happen any moment. Did Leon Davidovitch know how to dance? Sure he did. Didnât Natalia Sedova say that, revolution aside, he was the most normal of men? An affectionate father, a loving husband, a good gardener; he loved to feed rabbits. The most normal thing in normal men is that they like to dance. To them, dancing did not seem, as it did to him, something ridiculous, a frivolity, a waste of time, a forgetting of important things. You are not a normal man, remember that, he thought. When the mambo was over, there was applause. They had opened the windows facing the street to let fresh air into the room, and Mayta could see the couples with their faces pressed against the window frames, the lieutenant with his masculine eyes bulging, gazing hungrily at the women. His godmother made an announcement: there was chicken soup, and she needed help to serve it. Alci ran to the kitchen. Vallejos came and sat down next to Mayta again, sweating. He offered him a cigarette.
âIn reality, I am here and not here.â He winked jokingly. âBecause I should be in Jauja. I live there. Iâm in charge of the jail. I shouldnât leave, but I get out whenever I can. Ever been to Jauja?â
âIâve been to other places in the mountains,â said Mayta, âbut never to Jauja.â
âThe first capital of Peru!â Vallejos played the fool. âJauja! Jauja! What a shame youâve never been there. All Peruvians should visit Jauja!â
Mayta then heard him launch, with no preamble, into a discourse about Indian life. The real Peru was in the mountains and not along the coast, among the Indians and condors and the peaks of the Andes, not here in Lima, a foreign, lazy, anti-Peruvian city, because from the time the Spaniards had founded it, it had looked toward Europe and the United States and turned its back on Peru. These were things Mayta had heard and read often, but they sounded different coming from the lieutenantâs mouth. The novelty was in the clean and smiling way