the very words hurting my tongue. âFought with guns and swords, whenever the lairds asked for their service. And now our folk are to wander and starve?â
âThereâs always the mines,â said Josie thinly. âHard as that is, thereâs money to be had there.â
I shook my head and started it aching again. âThatâs a hard turn for them thatâs lived under the sun all these years. Itâs like being thrown in a dungeon for committing no crime at all.â I was trembling now, more in rage than weakness.
By this time weâd reached the Lodge, and Josie managed to open the door while still supporting me.
âWell, all thatâs left then is to take a ship to the New World,â she said, pushing me through. âThatâs for those with the courage to try it. Many from Glendoun took that road. I suspect many more will follow.â
âThe New World,â I repeated. The words had a sweet ring to them, as if she were talking about heaven.
âAye, young Macallan, but itâs far away across the ocean,â she said, âa world away from Scotland, full of new dangers.â
I could hear a note in her voice that told me she wasnât thinking only of the poor crofters, but of where she herself might be driven by her uncle. And for the first time I gave thought to crossing the waters that divided us from the Americas. I knew I had the courage, but did I have the will?
Just then the inside of the Lodge was enough of a new world for me. There must have been nearly a dozen rooms branching off from the wide hallway. It was hard to say why so many were needed. The cottage I lived in may have been only a but and benâtwo roomsâbut we got along just fine in it: Da, Cousin Ishbel, Lachlan, and me.
Here, though, besides room after room, opening one into the other, was something I had never seen beforeâlittle paintings of trees and flowers in round frames hanging on the walls. I had seen a picture only once in my entire life. Cousin Ishbel had been given a wee portrait of a child, small enough to sit in the palm of her hand, with a thin gold frame about it. It had been a gift for bringing a ladyâs baby into the world. Ishbel kept the picture wrapped in a bit of plaid for safety and had shown it to us only the once. But Bonnie Josieâs pictures were much bigger, hanging on the wall for all to see. I wanted to go up close and stare at them, fall into them, but my eyes were too blurry. Besides, Josie was still speaking. I turned to look at her.
âItâs no life of ease in the far Americas either,â she said. âOr so I hear. The land can be as hard and unforgiving as it is here. But at least thereâs a chance for freedom there.â
âCan a man have land he canât be thrown off?â
âAye. And thereâs land there for the taking. Not just for the lairds, but for the farmers too. Thatâs not too big a dream for honest folk, nowâis it?â
I had started nodding in agreement when dizziness seized me and my legs gave way. I cursed myself under my breath for showing such weakness, but even my cursing lacked strength. I leaned on the arm of a covered chair, and Josie gradually drew me up again.
âOnly a wee bit farther, lad,â she said. âIâve a place where you can lie down and sleep and no one will disturb you.â
We carried on through to the back of the houseâroom after roomâthe air of which was scented with flowers. Josie led me into a small ben off the kitchen and helped me lie down on a straw pallet. Here the flower smell was overcome by a richer odor, of meat cooking and something baking on a griddle. My stomach growled, but my head did too, as if the idea of food would only make me dizzier.
âThis is supposed to be a pantry,â Josie said, âwhere foodstuffs are kept, but sometimes we need a place for those folk who canât be left outside when the