âIâll have a son?â you asked.
And I told you the truth: âYou have one already.â
And your hand went to your gut, as if you would be sick. You shook your head, so hard that your curlers started coming loose. Thatâs when the door creaked open, just a crack. You flew over there and yanked it all the way open, snatching the child there up in your arms. I barely caught a glimpse of my own face looking back at me as you carried my child self up the stairs.
I left before I could introduce myself to you: my name is Heron, Mama. I havenât forgiven you yet, but maybe someday, I will. And when I do, I will travel back one last time, to that night you left me and Dad for the future. Iâll tell you that your apology has finally been accepted, and will give you my blessing to live in exile, marooned in a future beyond all reach.
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Art copyright © 2015 by Richie Pope