Seeing this, Kattanan turned sharply away. He clamped his hands together to stop them shaking and shut his eyes.
His ears, though, told him all he needed of the night and the room, dark, empty, and silent in the worst possible way. The awful space was filled by his heartbeat alone.
Two
Year 1229
The Great Hall,
palace of the Kingdom of Bernholt
ON THIS NIGHT, the seventeenth birthday of Princess Melisande, nobles crowded the Great Hall of Bernholt. The royal dais, where Melisande waited with her brother, seemed an island of calm above the sea of richly dressed lords and ladies. Dressed in russet velvets, Kattanan stood nervously with his most recent master, one Baron Eadmund of Umberlundt. The party celebrated not only Melisandeâs birthday, but also the night on which the princessâs suitors declared themselves publicly at last. Mostâincluding the baronâhad been sending gifts and poetry all year, expressing admiration of the princess in the highest terms. Kattanan was to be Baron Eadmundâs final offering in hopes of winning her hand. The baron ran his hands through his hair and glanced often toward the singer, his smiles alternating between doubt and encouragement.
For himself, Kattanan focused on the princess. How would she receive him, and his master by extension? As they slowly moved forward in the line of visitors, he watched the shine of her auburn hair as she flung back her head to laugh. Often she leaned close to her brother to whisper in his ear and drummed her fingers upon the arms of her throne. Although her gown was rich with ribbons and stitchwork and her posture conveyed all the grace one expected of a princess, Kattanan heard a soft thumping sound, and realized she was kicking her feet against the legs of the throne. At last only one couple remained before them in line, and Kattanan picked out the princessâs quiet voice from the surrounding din.
âCan we not cut short the introductions and go straight to the dancing, Wolfram?â the princess murmured to her brother. She inclined a royal head toward the next of the guests to be received, an elderly couple in old-fashioned silks.
âLord Harold and Lady Ethelinda,â the herald intoned from his post by the thrones.
âHow delightful,â Wolfram exclaimed. âLady Ethelinda has come to serve you until Faedreâs return. You recall the lady from last yearâs solstice, I am sure, sister.â He raised a slim eyebrow.
âI do hope your peacocks have recovered. My hounds had never seen such birds before.â
The lady straightened stiffly. âThe cocks, Your Highness, died.â
The princess raised a quick hand to her lips so that Kattanan nearly missed her giggle. âHow frightful for you!â She motioned for the herald to approach. âInstruct the gamekeeper that he shall find no less than a dozen peacocks for the lady.â
âYour Highness is most kind. I shall look forward to my service.â Lady Ethelinda bowed slightly and walked away.
The prince and princess sat on modest thrones, on a small dais below their fatherâs empty royal seat. Rumor had it that the kingâs long affliction had a magical origin, which might explain the intensity of the guards who confronted every guest on their way in. Given the kingâs support of the man who now wore his ancestorsâ crown, Kattanan had trouble feeling the proper concern.
Princess Melisande turned delicately aside to stifle a yawn but was brought back by her brother clearing his throat. âI think this next has not come to seek my royal favors, Sandy,â Wolfram whispered as the baron bowed formally from some distance away.
âFear not, I shall hear him and smile most graciously upon him,â Melisande replied, putting on an air of haughtiness, her nose pushed comically in the air.
âBefore laughing him down?â
She shot him a sharp look. âThis choice is mine.â Immediately, their