worst movie theater, and bought a ticket to a movie called Hollywood Student Hookers . I never knew, in advance, what was playing at the Shamrock, or what time the films started. I came to watch the audience: predominantly black, several generations bunched together in the seats â Great-grandad in the middle, Mom and Dad, festive kids spilling ice on the floor. Everyone talked to the screen.
âDonât go in there you fool, he waitinâ for you!â
âNow you gonna get it.â
âYo ass be grass.â
A circus of insults.â
Hollywood Student Hookers had been playing for half an hour. I took a sticky seat. A woman shot a man in the face.
âI tolâ you, sucker,â someone yelled at the screen.
I sat through two showings of the film, greatly enjoying the crowd. Afterwards I swung by Princeâs for shakes to take to the girls.
Twice a week I babysat Monica and Kate while Kelly tutored her English students. One day I took them to the âOrange Showâ on Houstonâs east side. That retired postman Iâd interviewed had built a monument there to his favorite fruit, using scraps, pieces of farm equipment, and masonry tile. Winding metal staircases, red umbrellas, Texas flags. Stages for music and puppets. I loved to see the girls in my car, the way they sank into the seats like little dolls. Before weâd got in the Beast for this trip, Monica had cut the side of her foot on a sliver of glass in the street. Kleenex and tears.
âGeorge, Iâm bleeding on my shoe.â
âItâs all right, honey. Press down with the Kleenex.â
Kate shot passing cars with a straw. âOur daddy was supposed to call us last night but he didnât,â she said. She liked to comb the Chryslerâs goatskin seats.
âGeorge, I canât walk!â
âWhen we get there weâll get you a piece of ice to put on it.â
Ten minutes later she was running up and down the metal stairs. It was late afternoon, with a full moon low in the sky.
Watching the puppets, Kate leaned her small body against my back, resting her head on my shoulder, asking questions about the action onstage.
âWhatâs that clown doing?â
âReading.â
âReading what?â
âA letter from someone very far away.â
âFarther than the end of the street?â
âYes.â
âFarther away than the moon?â
âJust about.â
âOh,â she said, twisting around into my arms. âWhen will my daddy call?â
âI donât know, Kate.â Kellyâs ex was a traffic engineer in San Diego.
âI go see him in the summer.â
âI know.â
âWe go swimming.â She crawled off my lap. I showed her the evening star.
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In the next three weeks, fourteen Salvadorans, eight Mexicans, and a Guatemalan boy were arrested at the Casa, on charges ranging from burglary and smuggling to possession of illegal substances. Casa Romero was ordered closed, its furniture impounded. Deportation proceedings began against nine of the Latins.
âIâm going to Arizona,â Kelly told me one day soon after.
âWhatâs in Arizona?â
âHarry has some friends there whoâre setting up a shelter. Desert community. Sympathetic to the cause.â
I touched her knee. âAre there freeways in Arizona? Iâm not happy unless Iâm on a freeway.â
âI know.â She smiled sadly.
âYouâre sure?â
âYes. I want to do this.â
âIâll miss you,â I told her, stunned.
âMe too.â She tried not to cry. âYouâre a real good talker, George.â
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Driving through the barrios, gazing at graffiti on old city walls: U.S. OUT OF GUATEMALA, U.S. OUT OF WESTERN EUROPE, U.S. OUT OF NORTH AMERICA.
A kid on a bike shot me the finger, out of the blue. I laughed. How could I leave this place, this seething gumbo of spicy, bad