right?â
âBefore you come in,â he said, âare you wearing shoes?â
What? Moonlight shone through the large windows, but her eyes hadnât fully adjusted to the darkness yet, and she couldnât see him. His voice had come from the far side of the spacious room. She peered harder and asked, âExcuse me?â
âGet shoes,â he repeated. âThereâs broken glass on the floor. Youâll cut yourself.â
âI have slippers on; Iâll be fine. Are you all right?â she asked again, more demanding this time.
âIâm fine too,â he said. âJust a little drunk.â
Lisette stopped in her tracks. Her eyes had adjusted to the darkness enough, and she could see him now. He was sitting on the wide leather couch, his arms crossed over his chest. Gesturing toward the floor by his desk with his chin, he explained, âI dropped the glass when I stood up.â
âI heard it. It woke me up.â
âYou heard it upstairs?â he asked, confused.
âNo, I fell asleep in the den. So . . .â She twisted the ends of her sash around her fingers, stalling, trying to process the scene. How drunk was he? âIâll get a broom.â
âNo. Youâre off the clock.â He moved, sat, and patted the cushion beside him. âCome keep me company. Talk to me.â
Lisette couldnât help but stare. What the hell was going on?
âLuckily, the glass was empty when I dropped it,â he said jauntily. âNo scotch lost. Just crystal.â He patted the cushion again and slanted a grin at her. âCome on, sit down. We never really talk.â
Apparently, her boss was a friendly drunk. But she didnât answer until she was sitting on the sofa, the leather creaking as she settled. âShould we turn on a light?â
âNah. This darkness suits my mood.â
Oh, boy. She turned to him, pulling her sash a little tighter, and asked, âDid you come home from the party drunk?â
âNope,â Charles said, shaking his head. âBut Iâm working on it.â He scrubbed his hands over his face. âCan I get you a drink?â
âNo, thank you,â she said.
He grinned, making the corners of his eyes crinkle. âYouâre always so polite.â
âGood manners were very important to my father,â she found herself saying. âArmy and all. So he drummed them into me early on.â
Charles gave an approving nod. âSounds like my kind of guy.â
She merely quirked a return grin and folded her hands in her lap. This whole scene was unusual, to say the least, and she wasnât sure what to say or do just yet. So she let him lead, let him go on talking. Her fatherâs words echoed in her mind: Remember, honey. He who speaks first, loses. Always wait it out.
Charles scrubbed his hands over his face as his eyes wandered around the room. âI canât be anything less than perfect, ya know. Perrrrrfect. Since I was a little boy. What a drag.â
That gave her pause. He always held himself so carefully in check. Sympathy pinged through her, but concern flooded her. Something serious had to be going on. And the secret she swallowed every dayâthe feelings for him that were inappropriate for an employee to have for her bossâsurfaced and took over. Because he was obviously not himself, and she cared about him. âCharles? Whatâs bothering you? Are you okay?â
He peered at her from beneath his lashes, his gaze holding hers in the moonlight. âNot really,â he murmured. âI . . . well . . . Can I confide in you, Lisette?â
âOf course,â she said, her heart rate rising with a curious thrill.
âThat party tonight . . .â He shook his head and sighed. âWhat a pain in the ass. I love Tess to death, but I didnât want a goddamn party. I donât feel like celebrating anything. I feel about a hundred years