about it with you.â
âI said, wait until Sunday!â Dad thundered.
Nick and Eryn sat in stunned silence. Dad never yelled at them like that. Dad never yelled at them; Mom never yelled at them; their teachers never yelled at them. . . .
Is this what it feels like? Nick wondered. To be yelled at for something that isnât even your fault?
Maybe he was like Mom: He could examine a feeling and label it and think that could make it easier to deal with.
Beside Nick, Dad clapped his hand over his mouth. Color drained from his faceâin an instant it went from tomato red to ghostly pale. Dad put his other hand on the steering wheel, then down on the gearshift, then back on the steering wheel.
He dropped his hand from his mouth.
âIâm sorry, kids,â he said, as meek as a mouse. âI guess Iâm a little weirded out by all the changes too.â
He put the car back in gear, and they drove the rest of the way home in silence.
âWant help carrying your things in?â Dad said as he pulled into the garage. His voice sounded like he was trying way too hard to make it come out normal.
âNo thanks,â Nick mumbled.
âWeâre fine,â Eryn echoed.
It was strange that Dad was even asking. The only things they ever carried back and forth between their parentsâ houses were their backpacks for school. They didnât bother with suitcases. They just wore one set of clothes when they were at Dadâs, and a different set of clothes when they were at Momâs. Nickâs T-shirts andsweatshirts and jeans were all pretty interchangeable anyway, so it wasnât like he cared.
âWeâll be upstairs in our rooms doing homework,â Eryn said.
âOkay,â Dad said, and this was weird too. Normally he would have asked what the homework was.
They went into the house, and Dad began dusting bookshelves that already looked completely dust-free. Nick followed Eryn upstairs. As soon as they got to the landing, Eryn grabbed Nickâs arm and tugged him into her room with her.
She shoved the door shut behind them and whirled around to face Nick directly.
âWant to know what I heard Mom and Dad say?â she asked. âThey were talking about risks! They said weâre in danger, and so are those mystery kids of Michaelâs!â
Nickâs heart pounded, and for a moment he wondered what it would feel like to faint, right there on Erynâs fluffy purple rug.
Then maybe the extra blood to his brain helped a little, and his mind cleared.
He sank down to sit on the edge of Erynâs bed.
âYou know how Mom talks,â he said. âI bet she meant emotional danger and emotional risks. Thatâs all.Remember when she had you thinking fourth grade was going to be a war zone, because she kept talking about landmines and âbattles unique to the female young of the human speciesâ?â When really, all she meant was that some girls might make fun of other girlsâ clothes and hair?â
âThis is different,â Eryn said stubbornly. âDad yelled at us.â
Nick couldnât argue with that.
A knock sounded at Erynâs door.
âCan I come in?â
It was Dad. Eryn went over and yanked the door open.
Dad stood there panting a little, as if heâd raced up the stairs.
âI just wanted to tell you,â he said. âAt times like this, when there are a lot of changes going on, weird is normal. Itâs to be expected. So . . . donât think itâs weird that we all feel weird. Everything thatâs going on right now is totally normal.â
Eryn put her hands on her hips.
âMom told you to say that,â she accused.
Dad looked back and forth between Eryn and Nick.
âThat doesnât mean it isnât true,â he said.
But even he didnât sound like he believed it.
FIVE
Mom and Michaelâs new house had five bedrooms: one on the first