on?â Jacob asked. âYou looked a little rattled when you walked in.â
I picked a marshmallow out of the bowl, tossing it into my mouth.
âI donât want to keep talking about me.â
Jacob, following my lead, put a few marshmallows in his mouth. âYou donât have to talk about anything, but I want you to know you can.â
âI know youâre there to listen,â I said. âAnd thank you. I always know I can talk to you.â
âAnytime,â Jacob said. I wanted to hug him againâhe looked so touchable in his black waffle-knit shirt.
âI just saw Callie and Paige on the way out,â I said. âI know thereâs zero chance Callie and I will ever be friends again, but I canât stop hoping Paige and I will work things out.â
âI know you miss Paige,â Jacob said. âShe was your best friend. Iâm sure she feels the same way. If you both want to fix your friendship, itâll happen.â
And, somehow, I believed him.
âI hope so. I just know itâs going to take time.â
Jacob, showing every bit of the guy Iâd been drawn to, listened and offered his opinion about the Paige situationwhile we ordered and consumed slices of pumpkin pie with whipped cream.
âItâs all going to work out,â Jacob said. âPromise.â
He reached across the table with his spoon, gently tapping a bit of whipped cream onto the top of my nose.
I laughed and dodged his second attempt. âJacob!â
Still giggling, I wiped off the cream. Jacob watched, a raised eyebrow paired with a half smile.
I shook my head at him, pretending to be mad. âSooo mature,â I teased.
Jacob pretended to tip an imaginary hat. âAlways.â
I looked down at the crumbs on my plate, not wanting to leave Jacob yet.
âDo you have to be back at Orchard yet?â Jacob asked, his own plate and mug empty.
âNope. What about you? Are you going to Blackwell now?â Jacobâs dorm was on the other side of campus.
Jacob checked the time on his phone. âI donât have to be back yet. If you want . . . we could do something else.â
âIâd love that,â I said. âVideo games at the media center?â
That made Jacob smile. âYeah, I wouldnât enjoy that at all,â he teased. âVideo games and you.â
I smiled back. âCâmon then. We havenât played in forever. But that doesnât mean Iâm not going to win.â
Jacob stood, putting a tip on the table. âOh, Sasha. I think the sugar messed with your brain.â
âExcuse you ?â I bantered back.
âJust because I like you doesnât mean Iâm going to let you win,â Jacob said.
â Let me win?â I pretend-rolled my eyes. âMaybe Iâve been practicing in the media center, like, all the time.â
I could feel Jacob staring at me while I picked up my purse. We walked out of The Sweet Shoppe, laughing.
We walked along the sidewalk, the streetlights providing just enough light so I could see Jacobâs features. He took my hand in his and we walked togetherâsilentâas we took in the crisp Connecticut air and clear sky. Thousands of diamondlike stars lit up the dark, and I held Jacobâs hand tighter.
âI missed you,â I said, my breath visible.
âI missed you,â Jacob said. He glanced over at me. âI hate that things happened the way they did, but I wouldnât change anything about us getting togetherâthen or now.â
âMe neither.â
Jacob nodded. âI just . . . knew what it felt like to beso close to being your boyfriend. Then, to be with someone else and have to watch you with another guy . . . Iâm just so glad to have this chance with you.â
âIâm scared sometimes,â I admitted. âItâs so perfect; Iâm afraid Iâll do something to mess