him in relief, and release a breath I didn’t know I was holding. I wrap my arms around him, loving the feel of his bare chest against me. “One condition though...” I tense.
“That is?”
“Lose the top. I want skin on skin. We don’t have to do anything baby, but I need to feel your skin on mine.” That I can live with. I nod my head and Damon wastes no time in removing my top before pulling me to the bed.
We settle in and Damon spoons behind me, holding me tightly to him. I feel him start to harden against my arse but he makes no move to take things any further. I wiggle against him, wanting things to go further.
“Damon,” I whisper.
“Yes.”
“Do you want me?” Silence greets me. I suck back a gasp, maybe I misread everything with Leona. Maybe he does regret choosing me. “Damon?” I whisper again, my voice breaking.
Damon moves fast, turning me on my back to face him as hovers above me. He settles his hips between my parted thighs, and then cups my face in his large hands, and just stares at me. I swallow past a lump forming in my throat.
“Beauty, I always want you. I want to keep you. That will never change,” he says with a gruff voice. “I fucking love you, and I’m so fucking sorry that my fuck up has made you doubt that. I’m so fucking sorry, baby.”
I smile at him and push forward to place my lips on his. I didn’t realise I would feel so much relief hearing that. I know those words are what I need to hear to know I’m on my way to finally getting closure for what happened to Lydia, but I don’t want to think about that right now. I just want to enjoy my victory and Damon.
“Touch me,” I mumble against his lips. “Make me remember,” I say breathlessly, knowing he won’t refuse my request. Damon lets out a groan that vibrates my lips, making me moan. He pushes his tongue into my mouth to taste me. Our tongues battle together as his hands begin to roam my body.
He pulls me closer to him, raising my back from the mattress so my breasts press into his chest, as his lips descend down my neck. The friction of each rub against my nipples causes me to whimper. Damon licks and sucks my pulse point at the base of my neck, then gently lays me flat on the mattress to free his hands to cup my tits. I cry out as he plucks and tweaks my nipples. He nips and kisses along my collarbone, making tiny explosions blast all over my body, sending tingles skimming across my skin.
“Damon,” I moan. “Please. I need you. Fuck me.” He chuckles, then takes me by surprise when he draws my nipple into the warm cavern of his mouth. At the same time he presses his hard cock against my knicker covered pussy. My core clenches, demanding penetration. I need him in me. Now.
He releases my nipple with a pop and gives me a cheeky grin before latching onto my other nipple. I wiggle against him, trying to find the right pressure to increase my pleasure. Damon thrusts into me, making me cry out again. Fuck, this man can turn me on at the drop of a hat. His taste is as intoxicating as his scent. He takes over my senses.
Fire spreads through my body, exploding between my legs. Damon starts to move down my body, and as much as I love it when he feasts on me, I just need him in me. I wrap my fingers in the strands of his hair and pull his head up, stopping his descent.
“I need you. I can’t wait. Please,” I plead. Normally it would make me sick to plead with this man who has hurt me many times, but I desperately need him. I could blame it on hormones, but if I’m honest with myself, it’s because it’s Damon. He knows how to please me, almost like he was made to be mine.
Like we are meant to be.
I would have believed that before I saw him with Leona. That thought makes me tense, and Damon notices the change in my posture. He pulls away from me and looks at my face, searching for the reason behind my change of mood.
“Beauty?” he questions.
“Damon, I...” I can’t finish that sentence. I