thought of leaving this place. Yes, she loved it. With every last fiber of her being. It had become for her the happy, bright, loving home that sheâd never had growing up. No one here had ever disapproved of her, berated her, belittled her intelligence or her choices. Sheâd blossomed here at Collier Orchards, finding her own inner strength and purpose in life.
But there was a part of her that felt life had simply been on hold for the past eight years. Sheâd stayed here out of obligation and affection for Gran and Pops, knowing that she was all they had. Logan had given her so much; she couldnât abandon his family when they needed her.
Despite his heart and drive, Pops had been too worn-out to carry on with the day-to-day operations of the orchard. For a while Logan had done that. When he was gone Ainsley had taken over.
Now the world was open to her. Sheâd dreamed of going back to college, finishing the degree sheâd abandoned upon finding out she was pregnant. She even had applications sitting on the desk in the office. Sheâd submitted a couple of long shots, and had meant to fill out the others so many times. But money, time and location were all obstacles she hadnât been able to overcome.
Now she could take the chance.
She could start a new life for herself and maybe forget the loss in this one.
She didnât have much. Sheâd saved a little money overthe years. She had no problems working. Sheâd find her way. And this time sheâd do it on her own.
Because she could.
As long as she didnât commit murder first. A few days, a couple weeks at the most. Surely, she could survive living in the house with Luke for that long.
The memory of him standing in the doorway to the office flashed across her mind.
He was tall and lean. There was an edge to him that hadnât been there the last time sheâd seen him. Hard. Lonely. And yet, she knew the softness of the dreamer heâd once been. She wondered if it was still there, beneath the polished stone surface or if the no-holds-barred world of corporate America had beaten it out of him.
Why did she care?
Unfortunately, he still intrigued her. She didnât want him to. And yet, she couldnât seem to keep her eyes off him. The moment he entered a room she was aware of him in a way that sheâd never experienced with anyone else.
It was disconcerting, and sheâd expected more from herself.
Her resolve would have to be stronger.
But heâd shown zero interest in her since heâd walked in the door. Well, aside from wanting to make sure sheâd stay on until he sold the place.
And that didnât bother her at all. The fact that heâd thrown money in her face did. Heâd assumed it would take more than her affection for Gran and commonhuman decency to keep her here. She wondered whether his assumption said something about him or her.
What really bothered her, though, was that while heâd sat on the desk, his tight, suit-clad thigh practically shoved in her face, sheâd been trying desperately to ignore her yawning and stretching libido. And heâd been giving her sidelong glances, not to look at her cleavage, but to eyeball the open accounts ledger.
It was humiliating that she could feel this way. Still. Over Luke.
3
L UKE STARED AT THE CRACKED ceiling. His head was pillowed on his folded arms, a single sheet draped across his naked body to the waist.
For about three seconds heâd felt weird sleeping nude with his grandmother two doors down. But this was what he preferred and with summer beginning to set in, heâd quickly remembered how bad the insulation in this old house really was. The ancient and inadequate air conditioner simply couldnât keep up with the creeping heat.
Despite the fact that he was jet-lagged beyond belief, he couldnât sleep. Certainly the temperature wasnât helping, but it was really the woman next door that was frying