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how I was embarrassing them, I just sat there because there was nothing else I could do. They were right, I had embarrassed them. After busting their behinds to give me and my sister a better life, I wound up getting pregnant right out of college by—in my father’s words—a low life thug with numerous baby mothers. To them, I was too good for Terry. They just didn’t understand that to me,  he was the love of my life.
    My mother cried as she told me that my life was over. She believed that everything I’d worked for would go down the drain. It didn’t matter how much I told them that my goals could still be achieved even after having a baby, they still insisted on me getting an abortion. Now I love my parents to death, but that was not something that I was prepared to do. I love Terry, and I was going to have his baby whether my mother and father liked it or not. So after crying and stating my case they finally accepted that I was keeping my baby, and there was nothing they could do about it.
    With me being adamant about dealing with Terry, my father got the charges dropped against him. He said that I had already humiliated myself and the family enough, and having a domestic violence charge against my baby’s father would only make things look worse. With my dad being a judge and an important member of the community, he didn’t want what had happened to change the way people viewed him and the rest of our family. Soon after Terry was released—and even though it was my father’s doing—I made him believe that it was me who dropped the charges. I wanted it to be sort of an insurance policy to ensure that he would act right because the fear of jail would loom over his head. That tactic worked for a few weeks, but for the last few days Terry has been missing in action. If he knows like I do, he better get in line before things get ugly.
    Speaking of ugly, I know that Shanair is mainly the reason Terry hasn’t been answering my calls. She’s made it clear that she doesn’t like me, and truthfully the feeling is mutual. The last time I called him to ask if he could bring me something to eat, she got all loud in the background. She claimed I was calling just to get him to come over to my house because it was so late. Granted it was after midnight, but I actually was hungry and figured that he could grab me some Taco Bell or something. I mean, that is what baby fathers do. They make sure that your pregnancy cravings are satisfied. Other than hearing her call me a few bitches and hoes randomly during her rant, I couldn’t make out anything else she was saying. Whatever it was, Terry told me that if it wasn’t about the baby not to call him before he hung up in my ear.
    Since then I can barely get him to answer his phone anymore, so I guess he’s sticking to her orders. I guess her pregnancy is more important than mine. It’s crazy because she just happened to find out that she was pregnant after I did. I think the hoe been knew. She was waiting to tell him, and looking for a way to one-up me. I swear I don’t like that bitch, and it’s not just because she’s his woman. Nah, I don’t like her because for some reason, she believes that she’s superior to me because she has Terry. I’m not sure why because the same man that she’s proud to call her own has not only cheated and has another baby on the way with me but has up until recently been fucking me every time he came to visit.
    Do I think it’s wrong to continue to sleep with a man who is with someone else? No, I don’t because Terry is not just hers. He’s mine as well. I’m also carrying his child just like she is and it just so happens that I’m much younger, prettier, and have a better body whereas she’s old, ugly and out of shape. So why wouldn’t he want to keep dealing with me? Not only that, but I’m also educated. I have a college degree, have plans for the future and come from a very good home which is more than I can say about her