A.M.
âHello?â
âJohn?â
âWho is this?â
âJohn, itâs Mo, Mo Katzen.â
âMo. What the hell is it?â
âIâm in the newsroom, John. At the Herald. One of the guys here just heard from somebody he knows down near Nasharbor.â
âWhat happened?â
âItâs the Rust girl. Jane Rust, the reporter. They found her dead in her apartment. Suicide, looks like.â
âShit.â
âI thought you oughta know,â he said, and hung up.
Three
H OW DID she die?
âI donât know, Beth.â Bending down, I arranged the mums longways to her. There were a few sport fishing boats in the harbor below her hillside, but the people on them looked more involved in basking than baiting and casting. âPreliminary indication is suicide, but I donât have any details.â
Were you going to take her case?
âI donât know that, either. Mo Katzen really couldnât vouch for her. Sheâd just been a student of his years ago. And she struck me as a little ⦠high-strung.â
High-strung or strung out?
âGood question.â
I mean, do you think she was suicidal?
âNo.â I was surprised to hear myself say that, but it was true. âNo, when she left me, I thought she was getting a grip on herself, like talking with me had settled her down. She even gave me a check, which she figured would force me to get back to her.â
Which you wouldnât have been able to do if sheâd killed herself in the meantime.
âExactly. Of course, that doesnât mean that something couldnât have pushed her over the edge after she left me yesterday afternoon.â
Is it legal to keep her check?
âGetting mercenary?â
You know what I mean. Is it legal for you to go on after sheâs dead?
âThereâs nothing in the licensing statute, so Nancy couldnât say for sure. And itâs tough for her to advise me when sheâs technically a government lawyer whoâs not supposed to be handling private clients.â
So what are you going to do?
âFirst, Iâm going to pick up my new car.â
What happened to the Fiat?
âForced retirement. The new oneâor at least the newer oneâis a Honda Prelude.â
From Renault to Fiat to Honda. Does that mean youâre moving up in the world?
âAt least moving.â
What are you going to do about the reporter?
âIâm going to drive down to Nasharbor, stay a few days, and see if I can convince myself that Jane Rust was both wrong and suicidal.â
Stay well.
I turned to go.
And John?
âYes?â
Give Nancy my best.
âI will.â
The trip to Nasharbor was almost a pleasure. After paying for the Prelude at Arnieâs and waiting in line at both the Registry of Motor Vehicles and my insurance agency, I took Route 3 to Route 128, and then Route 24 south toward the Narragansett coast. The Fiat had been one of the last cars imported before the catalytic converter-unleaded gas requirements and was a rocketship in its prime. However, the pressure of aging and the demise of leaded premium gas had reduced its acceleration mightily, and the gearshift, despite synchromesh, required double clutching half the time. By comparison, the Honda was smooth as silk and quick as a cat, the fifth gear allowing me to cruise near sixty at only 2,400 rpms. The car also sported a moon roof, retractable electrically, which created the illusion of a convertible provided I didnât turn my head too much.
Nasharbor itself, however, was an end that didnât justify the means. Patch-paved roads with gravel to fill the potholes. Dense, two-decker neighborhoods on hillsides overlooking abandoned mills. Adjacent, vacant lots in moonscape, strewn with washers missing lids, grocery carts without wheels, Ford Falcons and other ancients in random pieces.
Main Street was dominated by old structures of red and yellow