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become frenzied and I’m dying to have him fill me up completely. He caresses my breast with his right hand. He skims my nipples and they instantly harden. Joshua kisses me on the neck, making me whimper with want. He kisses a trail down my throat, and then over the slope of my breasts. He takes extra time on my nipples. He licks and sucks until I’m moaning and panting with want.
    “Oh… Joshua!” I feel this sensation building in the pit of my stomach and spreading all throughout my body. He’s working me up to my impending explosion. While Joshua takes care satisfying my breasts, his right hand travels down to my thighs and caresses them slowly up and down. I can’t take much more.
    “Joshua… please… I want you inside me.”
    He growls and parts my legs to place his body in between them. He grinds his hips into mine and I can feel the tip of his manhood right at my entrance. With one hard thrust, Joshua fills me and we both groan in unison. He slowly pulls out and thrusts back in again. We’re both on the brink and I can’t get enough. He crushes his lips back on mine. Hard, punishing kisses that have me moaning and panting. His thrusts start to get faster. Joshua is losing control and every time he thrusts in hard, he’s hitting my special spot. My nails dig into his shoulders as I scream with my pending orgasm.
    Joshua doesn’t let up and I know he’s close. We’re both lost in the throes of sexual bliss and I don’t want it to end. I scream Joshua’s name when my orgasm hits. I don’t want to brag, but I’m seeing stars. Joshua grunts and buries his face in my neck as he comes hard and fast inside me, filling me up with his cum. We lie there for a while, panting heavily. Joshua slowly pulls out and staggers to my en-suite bathroom. I lay there, drowning in the sexual high. Joshua appears with a wet flannel and I continue to lay there while he cleans me. Joshua won’t look at me, and I’m becoming a bit insecure. He collects his clothes and dresses quickly. I cover myself with the sheet while I watch him getting dressed.
    “Joshua, are you okay?” I ask, feeling concerned that he seems reserved.
    “Yea, I’m fine. It’s just, I… I should go,” he doesn’t look at me when he says it. He’s now standing in my bedroom, dressed and looking uncomfortable. I feel ashamed that I let this happen and with my new boss, but I also can’t help but feel confused.
    Why is he being like this?
    “I think it’s best if we just forget about this and leave it as a mistake. You’re my employee and this is unprofessional. It shouldn’t have happened.” He finally looks at me and I see sadness in his eyes.
    I plaster on a fake smile. “You’re right, it was a mistake and I’m sorry we got carried away.”
    “I’m sorry too… Look, I’ll see you on Monday. I have to go.” He leaves my bedroom and a few seconds later, I hear the front door click shut.
    What have I done? How can I possibly face him on Monday?
    I get up and have a shower to wash away the events of the evening, get dressed in my nightie and curl up in bed. I can’t stop thinking about his touch, his kisses, his caress of my body.
    If it was a mistake, why did it feel so good?
    I have to stop thinking of my boss that way… I have too. In frustration, I turn over and force sleep upon myself. I will worry about Joshua and everything that happened on Monday. I hope the rest of the weekend is uneventful.

 
    The weekend went by fairly quietly. Tracy dragged me into town on Saturday to buy a new outfit for my first day at work. We walked up and down Oxford Street until I couldn’t feel my feet anymore. I settled on a navy pencil skirt which sits just above my knees, a plain white blouse and a navy suit jacket to match. I finished the outfit off with a pair of black open toe heels. Tracy wouldn’t let me pay for it, she insisted on buying it for me as a ‘congratulations on your new job’ present.
    We ate lunch at a little café on